Rylee'sMommy♥

OKAY! This is going to be a bit long.

In 2006, I met my boyfriend, who at the time was just a friend. He told me that he had a mom and step dad, that his real dad died when he was younger. Later on down the road, he told me that his father had commit suicide and that he was extremely abusive to his mom and that he was glad he was gone, fearing that if his dad was alive, he would turn out just like him.

In Jan 2009, my boyfriend and I began dating and we made some sudden decisions...I got pregnant the middle of April 2009. I started questioning what was up with his dads family because I had their familys blood in my body.

He started questioning his mom and everytime he would ask, she would tell him "we're not getting into this right now." or "its none of your business zachery" and "they dont care about you, why do you care about them?"

That really started to bother me because she wouldnt even so much as tell him his fathers birthday.

So, me being me, I looked into it myself.

My aunt helped and for a year and half, all we could find was his birth date, death date and ss#. Not where he was buried, how he died, where he died or anything.

My boyfriends mother gave us his grandmothers first name but a FAKE last name...and an aunts name, which was a fake. She even told him that his uncle was in jail for murder and would be there for life. he shot someone and killed them.

-On December 31, 2010 at about 2 am, i was online on myheritage.com making out a family tree when it asked for my boyfriends parents names. I typed in his dads name and i hit a match to another person on the site. The lady hadnt been on in over a year...I almost didnt send her a message...but I did and that morning, for some reason, she got on the website and she messaged me back- giving me his aunts phone number!!!!

Turns out, this lady was the ex gf of his uncle who "murdered" someone. and she just loved my boyfriends dad.

My mom called his aunt for me...and it turns out, his whole family had been looking for my boyfriend his whole life....and since his mother got remarried and he was underage *until 2009*, they didnt even know where to find him!!

My mother called his grandmother and his aunt and they were both in tears thanking us for finding them and they couldnt be happier....

his uncle accidently killed someone by beating the crap out of him and he ended up dying in the hospital...he spent a few months in jail...and now lives in TN.

we just moved into a new neighborhood and it turns out, that his aunt lives a couple streets over in THE SAME NEIGHBORHOOD.

His mother lied to both of us and shes not my favorite person....

BUT~!

i told my boyfriend that i found them...and he hasnt met them... and hasnt mentioned them. At first he said that he wanted too...then he was confused and everything else.

Does he not appreciate all the sleepless nights that i put into finding them just so that he can know his real family? what should I tell them because I havent talked to them all month and they need an answer.

im so confused and idk what to do about it...

should i still have them over to meet their great granddaughter...the only greatgrandchild from the only grandchild that their son gave them??

helppppp

sorry that this is soooo long !

thanks for taking the time to read this!!

--Sarah

asking for real because my bf doesnt think im attractive....not joking.

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thank you (:

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Everyone says we look like an odd couple... what do you think?

this is way old btw....we dont have any new ones bc hes a jerk and wont take any with me!

I got pregnant two weeks before I turned 16. I now have a beautiful baby girl who is 10 months old and perfectly healthy, loved and cared for. Her father and I are still together and are working out our issues from getting pregnant so early into our relationship. I work part time because without a high school diploma or GED, its almost impossible to get a full time job, My boyfriend works a full time job and sometimes even a part time job on the side! I am 17 years old and he is 19, my parents wont let me move out and get married yet because they don't think it would be right at this point in time and i AGREE with that. I don't want to get out and get married right now. Im not ready and I know that. We pay for everything by ourselves, our parents only take her when they want her. We havent asked our parents to buy her anything because as we see it- shes our baby, our responsiblity.

I just want to know, why the hell older people are so bitchy about teenagers having kids....honestly. NOT ALL OF US ARE HORRIBLE PARENTS!!! I want to know why you guys have to say such hateful, rude and uncalled for things when most of us havent done a thing to you, ever!

Anyone else who was 16 and had a baby feel this way?

I am 31 weeks pregnant with my first child. I keep having this burning, period like cramping pain in my low abdomin, like directly above my pubic bone. They are coming about every 15 minutes. They started out a sharp, intense pain, but now they are kind of dulling out, but still hurt. It hurts to lean forward and I have to pee every time I have that pain.

I have changed positions and drank water and walked, just like my childbirth teacher told me to do and nothing is stopping them.

Is this labor??

I am not going to go into detail but I wanna do some things for my boyfriend. Our sex life is great I just want to try something new...

Any advice?

I am just kinda wanting to spice it up a little...any advice would be helpful...!

thanks!!

I really need help right now. My boyfriend of 9 months is so screwed up because of his ex girlfriends. He won't open up to me very much at all and it's starting to really hurt. He opened up to all of them and they all cheated on him and he opened up to them again after they cheated on him. I have never cheated on this guy in my life...and he's been further with me, than any of them...I am 6 months pregnant.

I try to ask him and he claims he doesn't want to get hurt again. i can understand that...I just wanna know what i can do to make him open up because I am never going to hurt him. he is the father of my child and i don't know how i could ever hurt him..

what can i do?

Okay, so I have always wondered this. Why is that in love songs guys say exactly what they feel and that when they look at you they go nuts. But why won't any guy around here say that...? Or even be honest and tell you that you turn him on or something....

it bothers me....

any ideas?

Hey. I have had so many people tell me they like my hair better short and then a lot of people have said they like it long and others say they like it in between.

I was just wondering what ya'll think....?

thanks!

I have all but 2 pictures of me smiling. 2 I have like those 'myspace faces' as everyone calls them.

just for the simple fact that they are from myspace.

but i couldn't find any with my medium hair that i was smiling. so please don't mention the faces. I tried to find some where i didn't have it but it there are none.

***LONG***

*I'm the one on the right.*

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*me and my ex*

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***MEDIUM***

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http://tinypic.com/m/5pndzm/1

***SHORT***

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*me and my boyfriend*

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thanks again!

I am 21 weeks pregnant and I am dying of a toothache. A filling fell out a while ago and now some of it has broken off. I believe I am getting infection in my gums because they are turning white. I woke up today in pain that brought me to tears. I couldn't even brush my teeth with out that tooth bleeding and me feeling like I was going to get sick. I put some orajel on my tooth and it is still killing me. All it did was make my gums bleed. And tylenol...forget it. That didn't work either. Since I am 16, my mom said she would take me to the dentist when she got home but she said 16 years ago, you couldn't have any dental work done....have the times changed?

Thanks.

I feel very un attractive to my boyfriend now that I am pregnant. I am 5 months along and I see my belly getting bigger daily. That doesn't bother me because I know that its just my baby getting bigger.

But my boyfriend doesn't seem interested in me very much anymore. Idk what I have done except that I am pregnant. We do plan on getting married in the next 2-3 years, but if I can't pleasure him anymore...how can that happen and I be ensured that he won't wonder off?

I have done all that I know to do to try to turn him on, but nothing works. He is 18 so I know that pretty much anything will turn him on, but it seems that nothing i do turns him on anymore. The only times he gets hard is when I kiss him or I lay up against him...easy right?

Wrong...I want to make him hard with something that I purposly do..and I can't think of anything.

I need new methods because my old ones aren't working anymore.

Thanks.

Twilight?

New Moon?

Eclipse?

Breaking Dawn?

I was just wondering because all of my friends that have read the saga...have a different reason why the liked their favorite.

My favorite is Breaking Dawn because it shows how much Bella grows up and I love how Stephenie just wrote everything, if that made sence....lol. I understand alot of the pregnancy signs that Bella was having now that I am pregnant myself. When I tell my boyfriend that the baby is kicking and he says he's going to laugh when she breaks my ribs, i can't help but to think of Renesmee breaking Bellas ribs lol.

So which one is ur favorite and why?

Thanks :]

Ok, I'm having a baby in Jan 2010 :]

I find out in 2 weeks what I am having.

My boyfriend and I cannot agree on a boy name....

His choice--> Nixon Joel

My choice--> Waelyn Dale

which do you like better?

I want an older boy name because I cannot find a new age name that isn't over used. And because my grandmothers great grandsons all have older names. *Kevin-Jozef, Zachary [my bfs name], Raymond, Elijah, Brayden, Jakobe, Samuel*

I mean he** why not follow the pattern? lol

And Dale is my grandfather on both sides middle names.

let me know, thanks :]

Okay... I have taken three pregnancy tests and they have come out positive...that doesn't bother me...

My question is...how far along do you have to be before its actually able to be detected...?

I threw away the directions being the smart one I am and I cannot remember how far along you have to be.

I had my period last month and I am only 6 days late now.

Something told me to take them...and I did and they all say I'm pregnant. I'm setting up a doctors apt on Monday to find out the details :]

but yeah, any one know?

let me know, thanks!

Ok, so yea.

I am eating constantly, and I cannot get enough. I am craving steak and green beans. I usually do not like steak. I am practically a vegetarian. All I ever eat that is meat is chicken. Anyways. I LOVE MILK!! I can drink a whole gallon a night...but lately, that taste of milk is quite literally disgusting.

My period was, I believe 11 days late. I am very regular, and I always have been.

I have been getting nauseated for no reason and my boyfriend says I'm having killer mood swings.

I usually look at food and I gain like 10 pounds * girls you know what im talking about* and now I can eat ANYTHING i want and im not gaining excessive weight. I've been at this for 2 weeks now and I've gained maybe, 5 pounds.

I have a full feeling in the pit of my stomach as well...

am i pregnant???

i've had sex with the same guy since jan 2, so....

Here's the dilemma. I just recently got my hair cut...I really am not sure about it. Some of my friends like it better short, others like it better long. Tell me what you think???

LONG HAIR

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SHORT HAIR

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Thanks!!!

Ok, so. I want to spice up my relationship with my boyfriend.

I wan to wear something rly sexy for him.

So far I have a see-thru purple with black polka dots.

I got a light pink lacy see-thru string thong.

I got a dangling belly ring too.

what can i add to completely turn him on?

See, i'd ask him, but its a suprise for him....

what else can i do???

Ugh. I hate going to school because every where I go, I have people telling me I'm not pretty enough.

I've added a couple pictures of myself,

what do you think?

Do you think I am?

*yes, I kno, only one picture am I smiling.

I hate my smile and it looks awful.

dnt make comments about the faces I'm making please.*

Thanks,

Ella♥

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Does anyone write them?

If so, email me

Seeljam4lyfe@yahoo.com

I am really interested in finding out what others have written about my favorite boy band.

They don't have to be finished, but I would just like to read what you have.

I'll do the same with my fanfic, Scars.

Please.

Sarah

I feel like I'm alone.

If you love them,

let me know!

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Age:

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i wanna make new friends who like dream street.

Let Me Know!

Thanks!