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So lately my stomach has been having this weird burning sensation and it's been happening all week sometimes it relieves itself but then it comes back! It hurts so much that I can't sleep. Are there any home remedies that would help me?

Don't tell me none cause I'm gonna die anyway

So I was friends with this girl for 5 years and after we graduated we were still pretty tight with each other. We don't really live close ( she's in Schenectady). But lately she was acting really rude to me and putting me down a lot and calling me names. The last time I hung out with her was 3 months ago and since then I don't really talk to her anymore and I'm kinda happy with that. She really burdened me and wanted me to feel bad about things she think I said. I never want to be friends with her again. So why am I not sad about being friends with her?

I'm 5'2 and about 165 pounds:( Ive tried everything and nothing works. I don't care it its unhealthy I am determined to be skinny and beautiful. I don't wanna hear the stupid crap about low calorie diets and exercise cause ive tried that too and it doesnt work.

I have never had a job, boyfriend, or a true friend:( I am so unlucky when it comes to anything. I know I'll never amount to anything cause I'm just completely worthless. i just want to matter to someone and my family treats me like garbage even though they think they are helping me. My cousins are no help and my one friend who I really want to stop hanging out with, puts me down sometimes, and says stupid **** to me. I have no love in my life, and how am I supposed to love myself when I'm short and fat. I will be dead anyway so why try to live?

Original Song by me: Dust

I hit myself today. I cut my soul away. My heart turned to stone. I broke every bone. I took my faith today. I sprained my foot away. My muscles tightened up. Enough blood to fill my glass cup. Oh well, I guess I’ve made my point, time to roll another joint. Drink that bottle till the buzz kicks in. Drive that car till the pain kills me in.

Forgive me father, I’ve sinned too much. Don’t think, I’m doing what I think is such. I don’t deserve to live in my condition anymore. I’m closing the blinds, so the blade doesn’t reflect to the door. My fragile skin has broken some more. I’m wasting away, I’m dust.

I grabbed my hair today. Punched a hole away. My skin broke in my vein. Made another bone sprain. I wrote another song today. To wash my tears away. Jumped off the roof again. Drank my blood again.

Original Song by me: Pretending

Is this what I needed? Is this the way I’m raised? Why did this happen to me? The mistakes I’ve made, the days gone by, the pain that screws the nail inside my heart.

All my life I’ve wanted one day where they don’t fight, and I keep trying to make things right, but my words make things worse. When it comes to the accused I know I’m first.

Someone take me to a different place, where the smiles come on my face. I’m sick of pretending that I’m stable, when inside I’m lying under the table. Have some mercy please my father, I’m tired of being a bother.

As the shadows fall around me, each of them a different piece. Laying awake at night, thoughts consume my fragile mind. I’m like a plot without a lead, oh self sufficient one why are you so mean?

Original song by me: Forever Alone

Stress is killing me, my heart is slowly shrinking into sorrow. How many hammers can hit me so hard, in my mental state of mind? I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unstable. Emotions break me and fake me. When does my story begins? I’m sick of living in this moment, why was I born?

I’ve got nothing to show, or live for. So why try? I’m holding back in life, I can’t do anything. Even if the sun shines, those dark clouds will surely find me. I’m alone, forever alone. Crossed my heart, now I’m ready to die. God, just send me my passport, even if I don’t make it to heaven.

Why do I deserve this? Where are friends? What are friends? I’ve been sucked into a world war. Negativity breaks the bones of my system. Sticks and stones can break my bones and words will break my heart. Again, I can’t breathe, the ghost is taking my voice away. My mind is trembling, shaking, and spinning me into a fragile, breakable world where the sky remains the darkest.

I'm sick of living life, nothing to live for. If there was a God, he wouldn't have made me this way. I don't know what I did to make people hate me; my family, friends, etc. I will not take abuse anymore, I'm dead

so 2 days ago I was doing some workouts(kettle bells, benchpressing, and planks). my stomach hurt yesterday (obviously from the planks) and some aching muscles (again too obvious from the weights). that same day was the first day I started zumba (cardio dancing exercise), I was ok when I went home but then the pains and aches have gotten worse and I went No2 in the bathroom twice cause it hurt so bad. Any answers?

I've been dealing with **** for the past 3 years. I haven't gotten any better. I'm ugly, fat, worthless, hopeless, scared, ignored, sad, and scared. I literally have no reason to be alive. Nobody wants me around anymore, because I'm too emotional. I've tried talking to my parents but they think it's just a phase, and that I need to better myself, but they just don't get how I feel and I've said that to them too many times. They literally showed no sympathy at all, they don't care, my brother doesn't care. Nobody cares at all. I am not scared of death anymore, I'd rather be dead than a worthless girl. P.S. Don't try to talk me into talking to my cousins about it, they don't ******* care, they have their own lives to live, and could care less about me and what I do.

I'm a very depressed person with some anxiety. My life is one big giant mess with one problem after another. I just need some time to be in an environment where people can take care of me and be on me 24/7. I don't want to commit suicide but there has to be an alternative.

Throat hurts, back hurts, knees hurt, achiness, some muscles ache, pain when I push on my forearm and discomfort in breasts.

honestly, i only became republican to vote for ron paul, but now im switching. How do i change my party?

I was coughing a little and then i spit a booger out. (eww) For some reason, that made me throw up. What happened? Does this mean I'm sick?

Anyone with scary stories, it has to be a TRUE scary story, i know every fictional one :)