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well here is the story. We broke up 2 months ago, it got really bad with her and her family and she went with a rebound right away. She's with another guy now. Well I had tickets for a concert schedule for last week. She said it was too soon to hang out and it wouldn't be fair to me or the guy she's seeing. We send emails only by the way. She however talked to me so nice last weekend on emails & I gave her the tickets so her and her best girlfriend could go. I put em in my mailbox as I saw her and her best friend pick them up. We didn't see each other though. Well I don't know how she can have respect for her BF if she came for the tickets. I'm sure her BF doesn't know. She said maybe sometime in the future we could hang out but that now it was too soon and it wouldn't be fair to her BF or me right now :(

well I'm just wondering if she really cares for this guy seeing how she came to get the tickets when before that, she wasn't even emailing me until the weekend so that she could get the tickets from me. She somehow convinced me so instead of her goin with me, she goes with her girl. She was really grateful the next day though. N just 4 days ago I sent her an email n told her I wanted to get her a present for christmas but it was up to her, even if she didn't wanna see me, I would drop it off at her front door. 

I also told her 2tell her lil sister happy bday as well. She replied with this:

"Aww wow - thank u very much, my lil sis will appreciate that =D also, yea I was thinking about ur mom & her bday yesterday, tell her happy bday too if she'd b okay w/ that..lol u r very kind & I'm glad to hear that all has been going well, esp w/ those programs..well I thought the same about u w/ gifts & really its up to u & I wasn't sure if I should either lol glad to hear from u, & again thank u thank u 4 the concert tixs, very kind of u =) take care!"

she knows I always wanted2get her an Ipad, I got it but I'm not sure now I wanna give it2her. I cried a lot2day.I miss her

well here is the story. We broke up 2 months ago, it got really bad with her and her family and she went with a rebound right away. She's with another guy now. Well I had tickets for a concert schedule for last week. She said it was too soon to hang out and it wouldn't be fair to me or the guy she's seeing. We send emails only by the way. She however talked to me so nice last weekend on emails & I gave her the tickets so her and her best girlfriend could go. I put em in my mailbox as I saw her and her best friend pick them up. We didn't see each other though. Well I don't know how she can have respect for her BF if she came for the tickets. I'm sure her BF doesn't know. She said maybe sometime in the future we could hang out but that now it was too soon and it wouldn't be fair to her BF or me right now :(

well I'm just wondering if she really cares for this guy seeing how she came to get the tickets when before that, she wasn't even emailing me until the weekend so that she could get the tickets from me. She somehow convinced me so instead of her goin with me, she goes with her girl. She was really grateful the next day though. N just 4 days ago I sent her an email n told her I wanted to get her a present for christmas but it was up to her, even if she didn't wanna see me, I would drop it off at her front door. 

I also told her 2tell her lil sister happy bday as well. She replied with this:

"Aww wow - thank u very much, my lil sis will appreciate that =D also, yea I was thinking about ur mom & her bday yesterday, tell her happy bday too if she'd b okay w/ that..lol u r very kind & I'm glad to hear that all has been going well, esp w/ those programs..well I thought the same about u w/ gifts & really its up to u & I wasn't sure if I should either lol glad to hear from u, & again thank u thank u 4 the concert tixs, very kind of u =) take care!"

she knows I always wanted2get her an Ipad, I got it but I'm not sure now I wanna give it2her. I cried a lot2day.I miss her

well here is the story. We broke up 2 months ago, it got really bad with her and her family and she went with a rebound right away. She's with another guy now. Well I had tickets for a concert schedule for last week. She said it was too soon to hang out and it wouldn't be fair to me or the guy she's seeing. We send emails only by the way. She however talked to me so nice last weekend on emails & I gave her the tickets so her and her best girlfriend could go. I put em in my mailbox as I saw her and her best friend pick them up. We didn't see each other though. Well I don't know how she can have respect for her BF if she came for the tickets. I'm sure her BF doesn't know. She said maybe sometime in the future we could hang out but that now it was too soon and it wouldn't be fair to her BF or me right now :(

well I'm just wondering if she really cares for this guy seeing how she came to get the tickets when before that, she wasn't even emailing me until the weekend so that she could get the tickets from me. She somehow convinced me so instead of her goin with me, she goes with her girl. She was really grateful the next day though. N just 4 days ago I sent her an email n told her I wanted to get her a present for christmas but it was up to her, even if she didn't wanna see me, I would drop it off at her front door. 

I also told her 2tell her lil sister happy bday as well. She replied with this:

"Aww wow - thank u very much, my lil sis will appreciate that =D also, yea I was thinking about ur mom & her bday yesterday, tell her happy bday too if she'd b okay w/ that..lol u r very kind & I'm glad to hear that all has been going well, esp w/ those programs..well I thought the same about u w/ gifts & really its up to u & I wasn't sure if I should either lol glad to hear from u, & again thank u thank u 4 the concert tixs, very kind of u =) take care!"

she knows I always wanted2get her an Ipad, I got it but I'm not sure now I wanna give it2her. I cried a lot2day.I miss her

well here is the story. We broke up 2 months ago, it got really bad with her and her family and she went with a rebound right away. She's with another guy now. Well I had tickets for a concert schedule for last week. She said it was too soon to hang out and it wouldn't be fair to me or the guy she's seeing. We send emails only by the way. She however talked to me so nice last weekend on emails & I gave her the tickets so her and her best girlfriend could go. I put em in my mailbox as I saw her and her best friend pick them up. We didn't see each other though. Well I don't know how she can have respect for her BF if she came for the tickets. I'm sure her BF doesn't know. She said maybe sometime in the future we could hang out but that now it was too soon and it wouldn't be fair to her BF or me right now :(

well I'm just wondering if she really cares for this guy seeing how she came to get the tickets when before that, she wasn't even emailing me until the weekend so that she could get the tickets from me. She somehow convinced me so instead of her goin with me, she goes with her girl. She was really grateful the next day though. N just 4 days ago I sent her an email n told her I wanted to get her a present for christmas but it was up to her, even if she didn't wanna see me, I would drop it off at her front door. 

I also told her 2tell her lil sister happy bday as well. She replied with this:

"Aww wow - thank u very much, my lil sis will appreciate that =D also, yea I was thinking about ur mom & her bday yesterday, tell her happy bday too if she'd b okay w/ that..lol u r very kind & I'm glad to hear that all has been going well, esp w/ those programs..well I thought the same about u w/ gifts & really its up to u & I wasn't sure if I should either lol glad to hear from u, & again thank u thank u 4 the concert tixs, very kind of u =) take care!"

she knows I always wanted2get her an Ipad, I got it but I'm not sure now I wanna give it2her. I cried a lot2day.I miss her

well here is the story. We broke up 2 months ago, it got really bad with her and her family and she went with a rebound right away. She's with another guy now or so I think. Well I had tickets for a concert schedule for last week. She said it was too soon to hang out and it wouldn't be fair to me or the guy she's seeing. We send emails only by the way. She however talked to me so nice last weekend on emails & I gave her the tickets so her and her best girlfriend could go. I put em in my mailbox as I saw her and her best friend pick them up. We didn't see each other though. Well I don't know how she can have respect for her BF if she came for the tickets. I'm sure her BF doesn't know. She said maybe sometime in the future we could hang out but that now it was too soon.

well I'm just wondering if she really cares for this guy or if she's actually with him seeing how she came to get the tickets when before that, she wasn't even emailing me until the weekend so that she could get the tickets from me. She somehow convinced me so instead of her goin with me, she goes with her girl. She was really grateful the next day though. N just 3 days ago I sent her an email saying to say happy bday to her lil sis. I also told her I wanted to get my ex a present for christmas but it was up to her, even if she didn't wanna see me, I would drop it off at her front door. She replied with this:

"Aww wow - thank u very much, my lil sis will appreciate that =D also, yea I was thinking about ur mom & her bday yesterday, tell her happy bday too if she'd b okay w/ that..lol u r very kind & I'm glad to hear that all has been going well, esp w/ those programs..well I thought the same about u w/ gifts & really its up to u & I wasn't sure if I should either lol glad to hear from u, & again thank u thank u 4 the concert tixs, very kind of u =) take care!"

she knows I always wanted2get her an Ipad so is she bein nice or playing with me? Does she sound honest? Does she even care for her guy now?

well here is the story. We broke up 2 months ago, it got really bad with her and her family and she went with a rebound right away. She's with another guy now or so I think. Well I had tickets for a concert schedule for last week. She said it was too soon to hang out and it wouldn't be fair to me or the guy she's seeing. We send emails only by the way. She however talked to me so nice last weekend on emails & I gave her the tickets so her and her best girlfriend could go. I put em in my mailbox as I saw her and her best friend pick them up. We didn't see each other though. Well I don't know how she can have respect for her BF if she came for the tickets. I'm sure her BF doesn't know. She said maybe sometime in the future we could hang out but that now it was too soon.

well I'm just wondering if she really cares for this guy or if she's actually with him seeing how she came to get the tickets when before that, she wasn't even emailing me until the weekend so that she could get the tickets from me. She somehow convinced me so instead of her goin with me, she goes with her girl. She was really grateful the next day though. N just 3 days ago I sent her an email saying to say happy bday to her lil sis. I also told her I wanted to get my ex a present for christmas but it was up to her, even if she didn't wanna see me, I would drop it off at her front door. She replied with this:

"Aww wow - thank u very much, my lil sis will appreciate that =D also, yea I was thinking about ur mom & her bday yesterday, tell her happy bday too if she'd b okay w/ that..lol u r very kind & I'm glad to hear that all has been going well, esp w/ those programs..well I thought the same about u w/ gifts & really its up to u & I wasn't sure if I should either lol glad to hear from u, & again thank u thank u 4 the concert tixs, very kind of u =) take care!"

she knows I always wanted2get her an Ipad so is she bein nice or playing with me? Does she sound honest? Does she even care for her guy now?

well here is the story. We broke up 2 months ago, it got really bad with her and her family and she went with a rebound right away. She's with another guy now or so I think. Well I had tickets for a concert schedule for last week. She said it was too soon to hang out and it wouldn't be fair to me or the guy she's seeing. We send emails only by the way. She however talked to me so nice last weekend on emails & I gave her the tickets so her and her best girlfriend could go. I put em in my mailbox as I saw her and her best friend pick them up. We didn't see each other though. Well I don't know how she can have respect for her BF if she came for the tickets. I'm sure her BF doesn't know. She said maybe sometime in the future we could hang out but that now it was too soon.

well I'm just wondering if she really cares for this guy or if she's actually with him seeing how she came to get the tickets when before that, she wasn't even emailing me until the weekend so that she could get the tickets from me. She somehow convinced me so instead of her goin with me, she goes with her girl. She was really grateful the next day though. N just 3 days ago I sent her an email saying to say happy bday to her lil sis. I also told her I wanted to get my ex a present for christmas but it was up to her, even if she didn't wanna see me, I would drop it off at her front door. She replied with this:

"Aww wow - thank u very much, my lil sis will appreciate that =D also, yea I was thinking about ur mom & her bday yesterday, tell her happy bday too if she'd b okay w/ that..lol u r very kind & I'm glad to hear that all has been going well, esp w/ those programs..well I thought the same about u w/ gifts & really its up to u & I wasn't sure if I should either lol glad to hear from u, & again thank u thank u 4 the concert tixs, very kind of u =) take care!"

she knows I always wanted2get her an Ipad so is she bein nice or playing with me? Does she sound honest? Does she even care for her guy now?

well here is the story. We broke up 2 months ago, it got really bad with her and her family and she went with a rebound right away. She's with another guy now or so I think. Well I had tickets for a concert schedule for last week. She said it was too soon to hang out and it wouldn't be fair to me or the guy she's seeing. We send emails only by the way. She however talked to me so nice last weekend on emails & I gave her the tickets so her and her best girlfriend could go. I put em in my mailbox as I saw her and her best friend pick them up. We didn't see each other though. Well I don't know how she can have respect for her BF if she came for the tickets. I'm sure her BF doesn't know. She said maybe sometime in the future we could hang out but that now it was too soon.

well I'm just wondering if she really cares for this guy or if she's actually with him seeing how she came to get the tickets when before that, she wasn't even emailing me until the weekend so that she could get the tickets from me. She somehow convinced me so instead of her goin with me, she goes with her girl. She was really grateful the next day though. N just 3 days ago I sent her an email saying to say happy bday to her lil sis. I also told her I wanted to get my ex a present for christmas but it was up to her, even if she didn't wanna see me, I would drop it off at her front door. She replied with this:

"Aww wow - thank u very much, my lil sis will appreciate that =D also, yea I was thinking about ur mom & her bday yesterday, tell her happy bday too if she'd b okay w/ that..lol u r very kind & I'm glad to hear that all has been going well, esp w/ those programs..well I thought the same about u w/ gifts & really its up to u & I wasn't sure if I should either lol glad to hear from u, & again thank u thank u 4 the concert tixs, very kind of u =) take care!"

she knows I always wanted2get her an Ipad so is she bein nice or playing with me? Does she sound honest? Does she even care for her guy now?

well it's a long story but 6 weeks ago I got into an argument with my ex, her mom and brother. Well after that fight, she left me, and is now dating a new guy whom she was friends with already. Her family finally got done with me. I'm gonna admit for the last 7 years I was controlling, jealous, and put her down so many times. I never really cared to get help. I've realized I have a bi polar and it finally hit me on how bad I was, I do regret it so much but too late.

well 6 weeks ago she told me she was gonna get to know her friend and perhaps even be his gf. She said I messed up too many times already and that her family and friends wanted her away from me and she told me not to look for her and that she didn't feel feelings for me anymore and she wanted to only be a friend in the future :( Well just 4 weeks ago she sent me an email when I wasn't even contacting her and she was suggesting to go to an event dealing with anti-stigma mental illness and she said I should really go because I really need to change and something great to go to.

I replied back telling her I was sorry for all the damage I've caused to her family and her and that I still loved her so much and that I was willing to change and finally accept I have bi polar disorder and that I wanted her in my life. She just replied back saying she was happy I was gonna go. And just 2 weeks ago she suggested to go to a research study dealing with borderline personality dosorder she begged me on email to be part of it which I just did and have my first appointment next week. I'm supposed to be part of it for 5 months and medication as well, as well as counseling.

why is she being that nice and still feel like she has to push me to change and get better if she's happy with her bf? I'm not really sure how she is with him now. Either they are friends or possibly bf/gf now but I'm just shocked after all I did she emailed me 2go there. N I'm startin next week. I did reply back last week and she didn't reply anymor

well it's a long story but 6 weeks ago I got into an argument with my ex, her mom and brother. Well after that fight, she left me, and is now dating a new guy whom she was friends with already. Her family finally got done with me. I'm gonna admit for the last 7 years I was controlling, jealous, and put her down so many times. I never really cared to get help. I've realized I have a bi polar and it finally hit me on how bad I was, I do regret it so much but too late.

well 6 weeks ago she told me she was gonna get to know her friend and perhaps even be his gf. She said I messed up too many times already and that her family and friends wanted her away from me and she told me not to look for her and that she didn't feel feelings for me anymore and she wanted to only be a friend in the future :( Well just 4 weeks ago she sent me an email when I wasn't even contacting her and she was suggesting to go to an event dealing with anti-stigma mental illness and she said I should really go because I really need to change and something great to go to.

I replied back telling her I was sorry for all the damage I've caused to her family and her and that I still loved her so much and that I was willing to change and finally accept I have bi polar disorder and that I wanted her in my life. She just replied back saying she was happy I was gonna go. And just 2 weeks ago she suggested to go to a research study dealing with borderline personality dosorder she begged me on email to be part of it which I just did and have my first appointment next week. I'm supposed to be part of it for 5 months and medication as well, as well as counseling.

why is she being that nice and still feel like she has to push me to change and get better if she's happy with her bf? I'm not really sure how she is with him now. Either they are friends or possibly bf/gf now but I'm just shocked after all I did she emailed me 2go there. N I'm startin next week. I did reply back last week and she didn't reply anymor

well it's a long story but 6 weeks ago I got into an argument with my ex, her mom and brother. Well after that fight, she left me, and is now dating a new guy whom she was friends with already. Her family finally got done with me. I'm gonna admit for the last 7 years I was controlling, jealous, and put her down so many times. I never really cared to get help. I've realized I have a bi polar and it finally hit me on how bad I was, I do regret it so much but too late.

well 6 weeks ago she told me she was gonna get to know her friend and perhaps even be his gf. She said I messed up too many times already and that her family and friends wanted her away from me and she told me not to look for her and that she didn't feel feelings for me anymore and she wanted to only be a friend in the future :( Well just 4 weeks ago she sent me an email when I wasn't even contacting her and she was suggesting to go to an event dealing with anti-stigma mental illness and she said I should really go because I really need to change and something great to go to.

I replied back telling her I was sorry for all the damage I've caused to her family and her and that I still loved her so much and that I was willing to change and finally accept I have bi polar disorder and that I wanted her in my life. She just replied back saying she was happy I was gonna go. And just 2 weeks ago she suggested to go to a research study dealing with borderline personality dosorder she begged me on email to be part of it which I just did and have my first appointment next week. I'm supposed to be part of it for 5 months and medication as well, as well as counseling.

why is she being that nice and still feel like she has to push me to change and get better if she's happy with her bf? I'm not really sure how she is with him now. Either they are friends or possibly bf/gf now but I'm just shocked after all I did she emailed me 2go there. N I'm startin next week. I did reply back last week and she didn't reply anymor

well it's a long story but 6 weeks ago I got into an argument with my ex, her mom and brother. Well after that fight, she left me, and is now dating a new guy whom she was friends with already. Her family finally got done with me. I'm gonna admit for the last 7 years I was controlling, jealous, and put her down so many times. I never really cared to get help. I've realized I have a bi polar and it finally hit me on how bad I was, I do regret it so much but too late.

well 6 weeks ago she told me she was gonna get to know her friend and perhaps even be his gf. She said I messed up too many times already and that her family and friends wanted her away from me and she told me not to look for her and that she didn't feel feelings for me anymore and she wanted to only be a friend in the future :( Well just 4 weeks ago she sent me an email when I wasn't even contacting her and she was suggesting to go to an event dealing with anti-stigma mental illness and she said I should really go because I really need to change and something great to go to.

I replied back telling her I was sorry for all the damage I've caused to her family and her and that I still loved her so much and that I was willing to change and finally accept I have bi polar disorder and that I wanted her in my life. She just replied back saying she was happy I was gonna go. And just 2 weeks ago she suggested to go to a research study dealing with borderline personality dosorder she begged me on email to be part of it which I just did and have my first appointment next week. I'm supposed to be part of it for 5 months and medication as well, as well as counseling.

why is she being that nice and still feel like she has to push me to change and get better if she's happy with her bf? I'm not really sure how she is with him now. Either they are friends or possibly bf/gf now but I'm just shocked after all I did she emailed me 2go there. N I'm startin next week. I did reply back last week and she didn't reply anymor

well it's a long story but 6 weeks ago I got into an argument with my ex, her mom and brother. Well after that fight, she left me, and is now dating a new guy whom she was friends with already. Her family finally got done with me. I'm gonna admit for the last 7 years I was controlling, jealous, and put her down so many times. I never really cared to get help. I've realized I have a bi polar and it finally hit me on how bad I was, I do regret it so much but too late.

well 6 weeks ago she told me she was gonna get to know her friend and perhaps even be his gf. She said I messed up too many times already and that her family and friends wanted her away from me and she told me not to look for her and that she didn't feel feelings for me anymore and she wanted to only be a friend in the future :( Well just 4 weeks ago she sent me an email when I wasn't even contacting her and she was suggesting to go to an event dealing with anti-stigma mental illness and she said I should really go because I really need to change and something great to go to.

I replied back telling her I was sorry for all the damage I've caused to her family and her and that I still loved her so much and that I was willing to change and finally accept I have bi polar disorder and that I wanted her in my life. She just replied back saying she was happy I was gonna go. And just 2 weeks ago she suggested to go to a research study dealing with borderline personality dosorder she begged me on email to be part of it which I just did and have my first appointment next week. I'm supposed to be part of it for 5 months and medication as well, as well as counseling.

why is she being that nice and still feel like she has to push me to change and get better if she's happy with her bf? I'm not really sure how she is with him now. Either they are friends or possibly bf/gf now but I'm just shocked after all I did she emailed me to go there. N I'm startin next week. I still miss her but she should let me move on.

well it's a long story but 6 weeks ago I got into an argument with my ex, her mom and brother. Well after that fight, she left me, and is now dating a new guy whom she was friends with already. Her family finally got done with me. I'm gonna admit for the last 7 years I was controlling, jealous, and put her down so many times. I never really cared to get help. I've realized I have a bi polar and it finally hit me on how bad I was, I do regret it so much but too late.

well 6 weeks ago she told me she was gonna get to know her friend and perhaps even be his gf. She said I messed up too many times already and that her family and friends wanted her away from me and she told me not to look for her and that she didn't feel feelings for me anymore and she wanted to only be a friend in the future :( Well just 4 weeks ago she sent me an email when I wasn't even contacting her and she was suggesting to go to an event dealing with anti-stigma mental illness and she said I should really go because I really need to change and something great to go to.

I replied back telling her I was sorry for all the damage I've caused to her family and her and that I still loved her so much and that I was willing to change and finally accept I have bi polar disorder and that I wanted her in my life. She just replied back saying she was happy I was gonna go. And just 2 weeks ago she suggested to go to a research study dealing with borderline personality dosorder she begged me on email to be part of it which I just did and have my first appointment next week. I'm supposed to be part of it for 5 months and medication as well, as well as counseling.

why is she being that nice and still feel like she has to push me to change and get better if she's happy with her bf? I'm not really sure how she is with him now. Either they are friends or possibly bf/gf now but I'm just shocked after all I did she emailed me to go there. N I'm startin next week. I still miss her but she should let me move on.

well it's a long story but 6 weeks ago I got into an argument with my ex, her mom and brother. Well after that fight, she left me, and is now dating a new guy whom she was friends with already. Her family finally got done with me. I'm gonna admit for the last 7 years I was controlling, jealous, and put her down so many times. I never really cared to get help. I've realized I have a bi polar and it finally hit me on how bad I was, I do regret it so much but too late.

well 6 weeks ago she told me she was gonna get to know her friend and perhaps even be his gf. She said I messed up too many times already and that her family and friends wanted her away from me and she told me not to look for her and that she didn't feel feelings for me anymore and she wanted to only be a friend in the future :( Well just 4 weeks ago she sent me an email when I wasn't even contacting her and she was suggesting to go to an event dealing with anti-stigma mental illness and she said I should really go because I really need to change and something great to go to.

I replied back telling her I was sorry for all the damage I've caused to her family and her and that I still loved her so much and that I was willing to change and finally accept I have bi polar disorder and that I wanted her in my life. She just replied back saying she was happy I was gonna go. And just 2 weeks ago she suggested to go to a research study dealing with borderline personality dosorder she begged me on email to be part of it which I just did and have my first appointment next week. I'm supposed to be part of it for 5 months and medication as well, as well as counseling.

why is she being that nice and still feel like she has to push me to change and get better if she's happy with her bf? I'm not really sure how she is with him now. Either they are friends or possibly bf/gf now but I'm just shocked after all I did she emailed me to go there. N I'm startin next week. I still miss her but she should let me move on.

well it's a long story but 6 weeks ago I got into an argument with my ex, her mom and brother. Well after that fight, she left me, and is now dating a new guy whom she was friends with already. Her family finally got done with me. I'm gonna admit for the last 7 years I was controlling, jealous, and put her down so many times. I never really cared to get help. I've realized I have a bi polar and it finally hit me on how bad I was, I do regret it so much but too late.

well 6 weeks ago she told me she was gonna get to know her friend and perhaps even be his gf. She said I messed up too many times already and that her family and friends wanted her away from me and she told me not to look for her and that she didn't feel feelings for me anymore and she wanted to only be a friend in the future :( Well just 4 weeks ago she sent me an email when I wasn't even contacting her and she was suggesting to go to an event dealing with anti-stigma mental illness and she said I should really go because I really need to change and something great to go to.

I replied back telling her I was sorry for all the damage I've caused to her family and her and that I still loved her so much and that I was willing to change and finally accept I have bi polar disorder and that I wanted her in my life. She just replied back saying she was happy I was gonna go. And just 2 weeks ago she suggested to go to a research study dealing with borderline personality dosorder she begged me on email to be part of it which I just did and have my first appointment next week. I'm supposed to be part of it for 5 months and medication as well, as well as counseling.

why is she being that nice and still feel like she has to push me to change and get better if she's happy with her bf? I'm not really sure how she is with him now. Either they are friends or possibly bf/gf now but I'm just shocked after all I did she emailed me to go there. N I'm startin next week. I still miss her but she should let me move on.

well it's a long story but 6 weeks ago I got into an argument with my ex, her mom and brother. Well after that fight, she left me, and is now dating a new guy whom she was friends with already. Her family finally got done with me. I'm gonna admit for the last 7 years I was controlling, jealous, and put her down so many times. I never really cared to get help. I've realized I have a bi polar disorder. I swear I regret all the bad things I did to her :'( I took her for granted and now she's actually gone :(

well 6 weeks ago she told me she was gonna get to know her friend and perhaps even be his gf. She said I messed up too many times already and that her family and friends wanted her away from me and she told me not to look for her and that she didn't feel feelings for me anymore and she wanted to only be a friend in the future :( Well just 4 weeks ago she sent me an email when I wasn't even contacting her and she was suggesting to go to an event dealing with anti-stigma mental illness and she said I should really go because I really need to change and something great to go to.

I replied back telling her I was sorry for all the damage I've caused to her family and her and that I still loved her so much and that I was willing to change and finally accept I have bi polar disorder and that I wanted her in my life. She just replied back saying she was happy I was gonna go. And just 2 weeks ago she suggested to go to a research study dealing with borderline personality dosorder she begged me on email to be part of it which I just did and have my first appointment next week. I'm supposed to be part of it for 5 months and medication as well, as well as counseling.

why is she being that nice and still feel like she has to push me to change and get better if she's happy with her bf? I'm not really sure how she is with him now. Either friends or that's her new bf now but I'm just shocked after all I did she emailed me to go there. N I'm startin next week. I still miss her

well it's a long story but 6 weeks ago I got into an argument with my ex, her mom and brother. Well after that fight, she left me, and is now dating a new guy whom she was friends with already. Her family finally got done with me. I'm gonna admit for the last 7 years I was controlling, jealous, and put her down so many times. I never really cared to get help. I've realized I have a bi polar disorder. I swear I regret all the bad things I did to her :'( I took her for granted and now she's actually gone :(

well 6 weeks ago she told me she was gonna get to know her friend and perhaps even be his gf. She said I messed up too many times already and that her family and friends wanted her away from me and she told me not to look for her and that she didn't feel feelings for me anymore and she wanted to only be a friend in the future :( Well just 4 weeks ago she sent me an email when I wasn't even contacting her and she was suggesting to go to an event dealing with anti-stigma mental illness and she said I should really go because I really need to change and something great to go to.

I replied back telling her I was sorry for all the damage I've caused to her family and her and that I still loved her so much and that I was willing to change and finally accept I have bi polar disorder and that I wanted her in my life. She just replied back saying she was happy I was gonna go. And just 2 weeks ago she suggested to go to a research study dealing with borderline personality dosorder she begged me on email to be part of it which I just did and have my first appointment next week. I'm supposed to be part of it for 5 months and medication as well, as well as counseling.

why is she being that nice and still feel like she has to push me to change and get better if she's happy with her bf? I'm not really sure how she is with him now. Either friends or that's her new bf now but I'm just shocked after all I did she emailed me to go there. N I'm startin next week. I still miss her

well it's a long story but 6 weeks ago I got into an argument with my ex, her mom and brother. Well after that fight, she left me, and is now dating a new guy whom she was friends with already. Her family finally got done with me. I'm gonna admit for the last 7 years I was controlling, jealous, and put her down so many times. I never really cared to get help. I've realized I have a bi polar disorder. I swear I regret all the bad things I did to her :'( I took her for granted and now she's actually gone :(

well 6 weeks ago she told me she was gonna get to know her friend and perhaps even be his gf. She said I messed up too many times already and that her family and friends wanted her away from me and she told me not to look for her and that she didn't feel feelings for me anymore and she wanted to only be a friend in the future :( Well just 4 weeks ago she sent me an email when I wasn't even contacting her and she was suggesting to go to an event dealing with anti-stigma mental illness and she said I should really go because I really need to change and something great to go to.

I replied back telling her I was sorry for all the damage I've caused to her family and her and that I still loved her so much and that I was willing to change and finally accept I have bi polar disorder and that I wanted her in my life. She just replied back saying she was happy I was gonna go. And just 2 weeks ago she suggested to go to a research study dealing with borderline personality dosorder she begged me on email to be part of it which I just did and have my first appointment next week. I'm supposed to be part of it for 5 months and medication as well, as well as counseling.

why is she being that nice and still feel like she has to push me to change and get better if she's happy with her bf? I'm not really sure how she is with him now. Either friends or that's her new bf now but I'm just shocked after all I did she emailed me to go there. N I'm startin next week. I still miss her