Madion Lilly

I'm 15 and when I was 7,8 and 9 I was sexually abused by a member of my family.... I've only ever told one other person, my best friend. But at church we are taking about not holding onto your past and setting yourself free. I just feel like its been holding me captive all these years. I'm in an all girls group at church and I'm just wondering if talking to them about it would help or if it would just cause a bunch if trouble....

Thanks for your opinion (:

Well I'm 15 and on Tuesdays a couple (like 7) of us girls go to my friends house to just talk and have a bible study.... I love going and the girls are amazing. But yesterday the host girl invited this girl named bailey, the host girl doesn't know but me and bailey have a very senceitive past.... me and bailey used to be friends then she backstabbed, shared all my secrets and made up rumors about me.... For no reason at all! But she still pretend to be my friend.. I knew what she had done so I just messaged her and told her that I forgive her for everything and wanna start a clean slate...but what does she do? Start rumors about me.. And not just ones like I have a teddy bear named Ducky but outrageous ones like I was having a affair with my best friends boyfriend and I beat her up in church! Anyways the host girl told us that we are going to share secrets and trust the people that are there.. So when I heard her invited bailey I told my best friend that I am probably not going to go... Because if we are sharing secrets and she's there... That is the #1 person on planet earth that I least trust so like hell I'm gonna share my secrets...... But my best friend thinks I'm being "Immature" and that I need to "Grow up and get over it"... But I am over it and stuff I just am not going to share secret and purposely hang out with someone that hurt me so badly.... What do you guys think? Please be honest all opinions are open... Thanks(:

Well I'm 15 and on Tuesdays a couple (like 7) of us girls go to my friends house to just talk and have a bible study.... I love going and the girls are amazing. But yesterday the host girl invited this girl named bailey, the host girl doesn't know but me and bailey have a very senceitive past.... me and bailey used to be friends then she backstabbed, shared all my secrets and made up rumors about me.... For no reason at all! But she still pretend to be my friend.. I knew what she had done so I just messaged her and told her that I forgive her for everything and wanna start a clean slate...but what does she do? Start rumors about me.. And not just ones like I have a teddy bear named Ducky but outrageous ones like I was having a affair with my best friends boyfriend and I beat her up in church! Anyways the host girl told us that we are going to share secrets and trust the people that are there.. So when I heard her invited bailey I told my best friend that I am probably not going to go... Because if we are sharing secrets and she's there... That is the #1 person on planet earth that I least trust so like hell I'm gonna share my secrets...... But my best friend thinks I'm being "Immature" and that I need to "Grow up and get over it"... But I am over it and stuff I just am not going to share secret and purposely hang out with someone that hurt me so badly.... What do you guys think? Please be honest all opinions are open... Thanks(:

Ive been offered a job doing an online bible broadcast! And I need a name for it. Got any ideas!? Thanks!!(:

My best friend is 13 and she is dating an 18 year old! She is a Christian but ever since she has been together with him, she seems to be just blowing God off. I feel as if the relationship is pioson, every time I try to talk about it she verbally attacks me, and she forgives everything he does! He went over to his ex girlfriends house at 12:00 in the morning who he has said that he wanted to get back together with and they had sex together! So I'm pretty sure he cheated on her. And she knows all about it and you know what she said to me here is the copy and pasted text message "Don't be such a hard ***

Seriously, You know me of all people, I keep my eyes open and I know when ****'s not right boo. I've just gotta trust him right now. So stay out of my business, got it? "

And I just thought well you came and asked for my opinion/advice. Me and my other best friend have decide to confront her about it, any idea on what I should say? Please help I just wanna help my friend

My dream is to become an actress but my mom doesn't want me to follow my dreams. She wants to be get married at 18 and settle down and become a house wife, no career!

I mean there is nothing wrong with being a house wife I just wanna be famous and not end up like her.

I was talking with my friend about Isabelle Fuhrman and how she is my role model<3

Now for the record my mom is a big I mean BIG Christian. Anyways she just says to me "oh she's a devil worshiper!" and I'm just thinking you don't even know her! You have no idea what's in her heart so how can you says that! And we get in this huge fight.. In the fight I said "so your gonna stop me from living my dream and pursueing what makes me happy??" and all she said was "Yap"

I mean a mother should be the one to push you toward your dream and support what you wanna do in life ... Not be the one to stop you and stand in your way...

Please give me your opinion.

(nothing about our faith or Christians please)

I have started going to this new church and I was riding the church bus for the first time. When I first got in the bus everyone was yelling and shouting "are you Courtney!?!" and" is that Courtney" I had met Ethan the week before and I didn't know that he was in the van!! Once I got in the bus he moved up a seat. ( I had no idea who those boys were so someone must have been talking about me) (I go to diff school than them) after church him and his friends were gathered in a circle and he has his back to me. I was standing about 10 feet away, and he had just gotten asked out by this girl and told her no. And after that the friend to the left of him turns and looks at me and quietly says " what about her"? ( looked me in the eye and i don't think he knew that i heard him) And then the friend looked back at him and there was DEAD silence!!! Is that a good or bad thing? And once we all got on the bus he sat in front of me and kept on wanting to talk to me, asking all these questions and wanted to see and go through my phone! Thanks!(:

I have started going to this new church and I was riding the church bus for the first time. When I first got in the bus everyone was yelling and shouting "are you Courtney!?!" and" is that Courtney" I had met Ethan the week before and I didn't know that he was in the van!! Once I got in the bus he moved up a seat. ( I had no idea who those boys were so someone must have been talking about me) (I go to diff school than them) after church him and his friends were gathered in a circle and he has his back to me. I was standing about 10 feet away, and he had just gotten asked out by this girl and told her no. And after that the friend to the left of him turns and looks at me and quietly says " what about her"? ( looked me in the eye and i don't think he knew that i heard him) And then the friend looked back at him and there was DEAD silence!!! Is that a good or bad thing? And once we all got on the bus he sat in front of me and kept on wanting to talk to me, asking all these questions and wanted to see and go through my phone! Thanks!(:

I have started going to this new church and I was riding the church bus for the first time. When I first got in the bus everyone was yelling and shouting "are you Courtney!?!" and" is that Courtney" I had met Ethan the week before and I didn't know that he was in the van!! Once I got in the bus he moved up a seat. ( I had no idea who those boys were so someone must have been talking about me) (I go to diff school than them) after church him and his friends were gathered in a circle and he has his back to me. I was standing about 10 feet away, and he had just gotten asked out by this girl and told her no. And after that the friend to the left of him turns and looks at me and quietly says " what about her"? ( looked me in the eye and i don't think he knew that i heard him) And then the friend looked back at him and there was DEAD silence!!! Is that a good or bad thing? And once we all got on the bus he sat in front of me and kept on wanting to talk to me, asking all these questions and wanted to see and go through my phone! Thanks!(:

I have started going to this new church and I was riding the church bus for the first time. When I first got in the bus everyone was yelling and shouting "are you Courtney!?!" and" is that Courtney" I had met Ethan the week before and I didn't know that he was in the van!! Once I got in the bus he moved up a seat. ( I had no idea who those boys were so someone must have been talking about me) (I go to diff school than them) after church him and his friends were gathered in a circle and he has his back to me. I was standing about 10 feet away, and he had just gotten asked out by this girl and told her no. And after that the friend to the left of him turns and looks at me and quietly says " what about her"? ( looked me in the eye and i don't think he knew that i heard him) And then the friend looked back at him and there was DEAD silence!!! Is that a good or bad thing? And once we all got on the bus he sat in front of me and kept on wanting to talk to me, asking all these questions and wanted to see and go through my phone! Thanks!(:

So I was at church and me,Henry, Matthew and Thor were all playing some basket ball (we're teens) and me and Matthew are really good friends but he sometime flirts with me and Henry I don't know him at all, I just know is name and that's it oh and Thor is Matthews brother. Anyways Matthew was teasing me with a basketball and would give me it playfully of course and so I would just go get another one and Matthew would take it! So Henry would be like come on! Give her back her ball! And when Matthew wouldn't he gave me the ball Henry have me his ball! And when Matthew would get that ball Henry would try and hit it out of his hands and stuff like that. I have no idea why he would do that It's like he was trying to protect me or something, I don't know but while fighting over a ball I heard Henry say to Matthew " come on dude you either like her or your just a flirt cause you can't stand 10 feet away from her" so what's this supposed to mean? Please help me does henry like me or was he just being nice and does matthew like me or is he just a flirt?

So I was at church and me,Henry, Matthew and Thor were all playing some basket ball (we're teens) and me and Matthew are really good friends but he sometime flirts with me and Henry I don't know him at all, I just know is name and that's it oh and Thor is Matthews brother. Anyways Matthew was teasing me with a basketball and would give me it playfully of course and so I would just go get another one and Matthew would take it! So Henry would be like come on! Give her back her ball! And when Matthew wouldn't he gave me the ball Henry have me his ball! And when Matthew would get that ball Henry would try and hit it out of his hands and stuff like that. I have no idea why he would do that It's like he was trying to protect me or something, I don't know but while fighting over a ball I heard Henry say to Matthew " come on dude you either like her or your just a flirt cause you can't stand 10 feet away from her" so what's this supposed to mean? Please help me does henry like me or was he just being nice and does matthew like me or is he just a flirt?

So I was at church and me,Henry, Matthew and Thor were all playing some basket ball (we're teens) and me and Matthew are really good friends but he sometime flirts with me and Henry I don't know him at all, I just know is name and that's it oh and Thor is Matthews brother. Anyways Matthew was teasing me with a basketball and would give me it playfully of course and so I would just go get another one and Matthew would take it! So Henry would be like come on! Give her back her ball! And when Matthew wouldn't he gave me the ball Henry have me his ball! And when Matthew would get that ball Henry would try and hit it out of his hands and stuff like that. I have no idea why he would do that It's like he was trying to protect me or something, I don't know but while fighting over a ball I heard Henry say to Matthew " come on dude you either like her or your just a flirt cause you can't stand 10 feet away from her" so what's this supposed to mean? Please help me does henry like me or was he just being nice and does matthew like me or is he just a flirt?

So I was at church and me,Henry, Matthew and Thor were all playing some basket ball (we're teens) and me and Matthew are really good friends but he sometime flirts with me and Henry I don't know him at all, I just know is name and that's it oh and Thor is Matthews brother. Anyways Matthew was teasing me with a basketball and would give me it playfully of course and so I would just go get another one and Matthew would take it! So Henry would be like come on! Give her back her ball! And when Matthew wouldn't he gave me the ball Henry have me his ball! And when Matthew would get that ball Henry would try and hit it out of his hands and stuff like that. I have no idea why he would do that It's like he was trying to protect me or something, I don't know but while fighting over a ball I heard Henry say to Matthew " come on dude you either like her or your just a flirt cause you can't stand 10 feet away from her" so what's this supposed to mean? Please help me does henry like me or was he just being nice and does matthew like me or is he just a flirt?

my family has a lot of talented/pretty people, my sister bella has a very good artistic talent and is very beautiful and my sister melody can play the piano and guitar.my dad has the brain of a Genius! but me i don't have anything and i mean NOTHING! I cant draw/paint , I cant sing, ive tried to learn Instruments but it doest come naturally. im also not an active person so sports are out. oh and im ot good at school so is there anything else i might be good at?

Me and him have been best friends for like 5 years, and about a couple months ago I started liking him more than a friend but he doesn't know. so the other day he asked me to go to the fair and I had just gotten outta church, he was already there and asked me to come, so I do and the first rides we did were haunted houses that he had already been in! so just to get close to him i pretend to freak out and grab his arm and stuff and he introduced me to his parents and he would always be touching me! he even did one of those quick grabs on my waist and stomach! he would also be like playfully pushing me and putting his hands on my hands/arms then he bought me ice cream and about 2 days before this at a football game I was talking to someone and he comes over and starts talking to them too and I guess I wasn't paying attention cause then he was like ok i guess your not gonna give me a hug? but that was really weird cause we had never hugged before! so I just hugged him and he left then later on that night he was leaving the football game and leaned in for a hug again! also me and his ex ex girlfriend were waiting on him to go to 5th quarter (after party) and she didn't know where he was and called him but he switched her off, so she asked me to call him and said "you call him he always answers your calls" and just to show her that he wouldn't I called him and he ANSWERED! but this entire time he has had a girlfriend!

so i was just wondering if he thought of me as more than a friend or what?

ps his ex ex girlfriend thinks hes in love with me

Me and him have been best friends for like 5 years, and about a couple months ago I started liking him more than a friend but he doesn't know. so the other day he asked me to go to the fair and I had just gotten outta church, he was already there and asked me to come, so I do and the first rides we did were haunted houses that he had already been in! so just to get close to him i pretend to freak out and grab his arm and stuff and he introduced me to his parents and he would always be touching me! he even did one of those quick grabs on my waist and stomach! he would also be like playfully pushing me and putting his hands on my hands/arms then he bought me ice cream and about 2 days before this at a football game I was talking to someone and he comes over and starts talking to them too and I guess I wasn't paying attention cause then he was like ok i guess your not gonna give me a hug? but that was really weird cause we had never hugged before! so I just hugged him and he left then later on that night he was leaving the football game and leaned in for a hug again! also me and his ex ex girlfriend were waiting on him to go to 5th quarter (after party) and she didn't know where he was and called him but he switched her off, so she asked me to call him and said "you call him he always answers your calls" and just to show her that he wouldn't I called him and he ANSWERED! but this entire time he has had a girlfriend!

so i was just wondering if he thought of me as more than a friend or what?

ps his ex ex girlfriend thinks hes in love with me

Me and him have been best friends for like 5 years, and about a couple months ago I started liking him more than a friend but he doesn't know. so the other day he asked me to go to the fair and I had just gotten outta church, he was already there and asked me to come, so I do and the first rides we did were haunted houses that he had already been in! so just to get close to him i pretend to freak out and grab his arm and stuff and he introduced me to his parents and he would always be touching me! he even did one of those quick grabs on my waist and stomach! he would also be like playfully pushing me and putting his hands on my hands/arms then he bought me ice cream and about 2 days before this at a football game I was talking to someone and he comes over and starts talking to them too and I guess I wasn't paying attention cause then he was like ok i guess your not gonna give me a hug? but that was really weird cause we had never hugged before! so I just hugged him and he left then later on that night he was leaving the football game and leaned in for a hug again! also me and his ex ex girlfriend were waiting on him to go to 5th quarter (after party) and she didn't know where he was and called him but he switched her off, so she asked me to call him and said "you call him he always answers your calls" and just to show her that he wouldn't I called him and he ANSWERED! but this entire time he has had a girlfriend!

so i was just wondering if he thought of me as more than a friend or what?

ps his ex ex girlfriend thinks hes in love with me

we have been best friends for 5 years and i like him and i think he likes me but im not sure.

should i tell him i like in hope he will like me back? and if so how do i tell him?

but if he doesn't like me and he is just being nice i could totally ruin our friendship and i dont wanna do that cause he is a very good friend so whats a way to tell him without doing that?

Me and him have been best friends for like 5 years, and about a couple months ago I started liking him more than a friend but he doesn't know. so the other day he asked me to go to the fair and I had just gotten outta church, he was already there and asked me to come, so I do and the first rides we did were haunted houses that he had already been in! so just to get close to him i pretend to freak out and grab his arm and stuff and he introduced me to his parents and he would always be touching me! he even did one of those quick grabs on my waist and stomach! he would also be like playfully pushing me and putting his hands on my hands/arms then he bought me ice cream and about 2 days before this at a football game I was talking to someone and he comes over and starts talking to them too and I guess I wasn't paying attention cause then he was like ok i guess your not gonna give me a hug? but that was really weird cause we had never hugged before! so I just hugged him and he left then later on that night he was leaving the football game and leaned in for a hug again! also me and his ex ex girlfriend were waiting on him to go to 5th quarter (after party) and she didn't know where he was and called him but he switched her off, so she asked me to call him and said "you call him he always answers your calls" and just to show her that he wouldn't I called him and he ANSWERED! but this entire time he has had a girlfriend!

so i was just wondering if he thought of me as more than a friend or what?

ps his ex ex girlfriend thinks hes in love with me