jennah3tears

I love older names and uncommon names.

My best friend and I are thinking about entering our school talent show in about six months. We've been throwing around some ideas of songs to sing, but could use some help. We're both 16 year old girls, open to most types of music. We want something to really express us. So a little about our friendship. We are absolutely inseparable. We live together most of the time. We're both clinically depressed, have self harm issues, and have had suicide attempts. We're each other's main source of support. We tell each other absolutely everything, and try to keep each other happy and safe. Nobody understands us like we understand each other, and we love spending time together. We both make each other feel safe and loved and we both have low self esteem but try to boost each other's. We never ever fight and we have so much fun together. We can completely be ourselves and we don't judge each other. We've been through many similar experiences, which only brings us closer. Basically, she's just my favorite person in the world and we're each other's saviors. Do you know of any songs we could sing together? We like a little of all music, but mostly punk pop or alternative would be the best for us to sing. It can't be too fast of a song either. And no love songs.

Well... there's a couple guys in my life right now... umm... I'd jut like some songs to make me think of them/our relationship.

T- (two years older than me)

We're best friends, have been for awhile now. I love talking to him, he can always make me smile. I told him I loved him... things got bad for awhile... he was really horrible to me and everyone else (he was going through some things) He would say he loved me too.... then go and be a dick and make me cry and then he got himself another girlfriend (one of my best friends) but that didn't work out... then for awhile he was good again and we got really close again, then he told me a huge secret and he says he loves me... but we don't do anything about it.

A- (five years older than me:/)

He's really nice, we started out as friends, he was my shoulder to cry one and we got close, then he kissed me but he has a boyfriend, and then things just got bad... his father died, so I didn't seem for a long while and I didn't know why he left, he didn't tell me, so I felt so abandoned... Then I found out he was fooling around with another girl too... and another one... so three girls while he had a boyfriend... I was so angry. He came back and he just ignored me... which is something he knows I can't handle... then he said he still loved me but we needed to be friends... so we did for awhile. Then he made me so happy and prevented me from killing myself... but then we stopped talking, then he left again, then he came back and we got in a fight, then we made up, he kissed me again, I got in a fight with one of his exs, he got in a fight with her, he apologized to me, and ever since then he's been ignoring me.

J- (four years older -.-)

He's always been here for me and cares so much about me. He always listens about my problems with T and A... even though he's in love with me. He tries to stop me from cutting. He makes sure I don't feel alone, and we kiss sometimes. I think he's the only guy I would actually ever leep with. He always reminds me he loves me and I'm beautiful an amazing... and he is too good to be true, but he thinks so little of himself. I think I love him... just not as much as T and A...

All three of them hate themselves.

So... confusing, right? Try to make as much sense of it as you can :/

I need some good spy books for my little brother. He's 11 years old and into things like activity books, where they would have different things on how to be a spy. Or a book about a kid spy.

I know it's a weird question but I'm just curious. I actually became friends with my 'twin brother' by asking him this question. Yup.