Sea Jay

It’s something you keep with you when you eat, but it’s only partly food related.

It’s something you can get yourself, but it’d be a pain.

It’s apparently a week long thing.

It’s not a gift card or a container.

It’s not a food or drink.

Not a cooking utensil or tool (pots, pans, spatula).

Not a plant.

I’m going insane trying figure it out and she keeps teasing me because I can’t figure it out.

Im going to go off on a bit of a rant, so if you dont want to hear me 13itch and complain, dont read this.

All my time on this earth has taught me something: Life Fukkinn sux.

I dont know why or what i have done to deserve this, but ill tell you what happened, and what i plan to do about it.

I had just broken up with my last gf, and i was sad and depressed for oh so long, and i was already talking to this girl... She made me feel happy, and she made me love my life again. Ill rephrase; She gave me purpose to live. We had both had a crush on each other for a while, and after i had broken up with my last gf, we had got together. We are still so madly in love with each other, but she now wants my attention 24/7. I have school at 5:30 in the morning, all the way till 3:00 in the afternoon. Shes homeschooled. (lucky) Anyway, she has a lot of free time on her hands obviously, and when i get home she gets a little too clingy. I want to be able to tell her to chill out a little bit, or at least let me get some sleep. (When i get home, we talk on the phone until 1, 2 or 3 in the morning,) I dont get enough sleep, and its not healthy, the way im living. I dont want to hurt her feelings, but i also want to be able to function during the day. I have final exams in a week, and shes not showing any signs of letting up... I just need some sleep, im so tired. I love her so very, very much and i dont want her to freak out or get too over dramatic like she always does... This summer we're supposed to be seeing each other, ( i forgot to mention, i live in louisiana, and she lives in texas.) and her parents are even thinking of letting her stay with us at my house for a couple weeks. She has some serious family issues, and i told her i would always be there to support her through everything. I think she does this because she wants to see how far she can test me, how far she can go before i break. Every time i get off the phone with her she gets all sad, and tries to use the guilt as a means to keep me up. It kills me inside to know that i will have to do this again and again for another 30-45 days, over and over. It just kills me...

I seriously need advice, and any help would be seriously appreciated.

Thank you, and--- FML.

Okay first off, i just want to thank all of the people that are going to read this and answer RESPECTFULLY. I hate disrespect.

My parents are abusive and im sick of dealing with it. My ex-girlfriends hate me. I feel like i want to die. My life is hitting a low, and im spiraling into a serious depression. Okay, My parents have been abusive from the start. From when i was born until now. My biological father left me, my mom is a drug-head, and me step-dad is a complete douchebag, and i hate his guts. My step-dad comes home everyday from work, where he takes calls for customer service at Dixie RV in hammond. He complains that his job his so very hard, and that everyone is an @$$hole that he talks to over the phone. (WELL OF COURSE THEY WILL! THEYRE CALLING BECAUSE THEYRE PISSED DUMBASS!!) Anyway, he comes home ready to just tear off someones head, and the only victems around are me my mom and my brother. So he yells at me all day long to do everything, clean, cook, you name it, i do it. My mom on the other hand, is a druggie, so all she does all day is pop pills and **** herself. Then when she tries to clean, she ends up just messing everything up. Now, that crap i guess i could put up with, but being beat almost every night... No. Im sick of it. So now you know my "home life". (no much of a life, i can assure you) Now i want you to know my social life. When i am at school, or anywhere else, i mostly just keep to myself, because i am VERY, VERY, anti-social. What can i say, i hate people. Anyway, I try to keep to myself, and theres always one girl out of like, a group of 4, that wants to date me or likes me or whatever. Now, im okay with that, but when we break up a month later because i "wont talk about myself", thats getting a bit ridiculous. And its always the same. We date, we snuggle, talk about her, what does she like, does she like me, she says she loves me, i say i love her also, she wants to know what im like, i say this IS what im like, she says im not opening up to her, she gets pissed, ignores me, i ignore her back, she dumps me. Thats how it goes, every single time. So far im on a streak of 8. Not dating anyone now. I think the next girl that asks me out, ill just flat out say no. Im sick of life and i dont know what to do. Every night is like a temptation. I want to die, but i want to live also. I couldnt leave my friends, (only have 2 friends) and i dont like being mean to anyone. I feel, i touch, cry, i hurt, but why cant i be like anyone else? Why cant i just be a normal person? Why do I have take this burden of sorrow and shame and pain? Why cant i just find love and be happy? If you think you know, just leave an answer. Try not to post a 4th grade please, im being very serious, and if i cant get a serious answer, im going to just say screw it and commit suicide.

Im having trouble with my mom. Shes a druggie. She pops pills all day long and messes up the house when im gone. My stepdad is an asshole most of the time, and my little brother is literally gay. I was her first born (obviously) and she raised me by herself since i was 5, but back then she wasnt into the "pills" thing and she tells stories of me apparently being spoiled, but that seems highly improbable. I know the question was misleading, sorry but no one would even look at it if it wasnt completly stupid. I guess thats how people are nowadays. Anyway, i just came home from school yesterday and my mom was effed up again, and yet again, she messed up the house. She pulled out the stove and fridge in the kitchen, pulled the sofa out of the living room and put it in the hallway, and suprisingly didnt touch my room this time. Now believe me, you or anyone else reading this would be like "DAMN! Whats wrong with this hoe???" Im used to it. But i have grown so very, very sick of this, and im tired of cleaning up crap thats not mine. Im sick of dealing with crap that shouldnt even be my problem in the first place. Moving on. Step-dad. This guy has hated me from the beginning. I mean, he had my little brother just because he didnt have a biological child of his own. How he put up with this **** in the first place, i have no clue. ****, how I put up with this crap, i have no clue. My whole life he has hated me, and treated my little brother like God. Im atheist BTW, so yeah, dont get all religious on me. Im 17, also. My little brother seems to have eveything cut out for him, and no one ever bothers him with ANYTHING. I have moved to a new house every year since i was born, excluding the past 5 years. (somehow we FINALLY are settled down) I have two friends, who are pretty much the only people that even give a crap about me. My girlfriend has lost interest in me after 2 months, so i guess thats the last of the sex im getting. I dont care though. Im not sure what to do with the rest of my life, it all just seems so pointless. I know, ive been told "its just the puberty talking, everything will get better" yeah, so when im 20 and done with puberty, my mom will stop doing drugs? Step dad will finally love me? (brother will stop being a gay?) No, everything will be the same. Im just so lost, and my friends are pretty the only thing keeping me alive. Please, i dont know what to do. Someone help me? I need some serious advice.

I'm just looking for someone to screw around with, maybe have some fun! :D My gamertag is

SeaJaynSweat

She is the prettiest girl i have ever seen in my life and she's my friend. (i'm a guy, of course) She has a brother, who by the way is also my best friend. He's crazy and sponataneous most of the time, but he gets into his spiraling deppresions at times. Anyway, she's the best friend I have evr had thats a girl, and she hasn't talked to me regularly like she always does, and i think she's playing hard to get. we meet by the end of the street everyday for school and she wont talk much, even when i ask her questions. But i fear maybe we are growing apart or something. I'll admit it, I'm in love with her, but she thinks that dating me would be weird, because she thinks mostly of me as a brother, just a more awesome brother than the one she has now. The thing that killed me the other day was that she said "i love you" the other day during lunch break while i was walking to library. I dont know what to do because i'm madly in love with her and im not sure if she meant that she really loved me. I've asked her out before and she gave me the "us dating would be like me dating my brother" speech. I DONT WANT TO BE HER BROTHER, I WANT TO BE HER LOVER!!! I dont what the hell to do. PLZ HELP ME. I'm srry for the people that think im pathetic. I know i am.

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There is a girl that happens to be my awesome closest best friend's sister and i have had a crush on her for a few years (4). Theres 1 problem. She considers me as her brother instead of her actual brother. I want to tell her i love her because i cant frickin take it anymore! Its ripping me apart!! please!!!! tell me what to do!!!

BTW i have absolutly nothing in my room because my parents take eveything from my room when im grounded. FYI i'm 15. the only way im actually typing this in is because they are at walmart and they left my door unlocked (for once).

Well, see there is this girl. she happens to be my best friends sister and yes from time to time, we have fun together. (go karting, talking,etc,.) but i have noticed that i have formed some sort of crush on her, and i dont think she knows. i just wish that there was a way that i could tell her i love her without her freaking out. if you were me you would be drooling a river like i am, so please, help me out. please. :[

My life isn't going too well. No girls are interested in me and i don't think they ever will be.parents are going mad. what should I do.