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I have been dating my boyfriend for 8 months now. We have known each other before we started going out. The first couple months were absolutely perfect. He was my dream guy and worked his best to be that dream guy for me and wanted to do everything to make me happy. Lately , I have been feeling a little emotional for reasons I m not sure of. I m usually super happy but everything makes me sad lately. I already finished my period over a week ago so it s not that. I slept over his house one night and we got into a huge argument because I was feeling a little emotional. I wanted him to comfort me but I guess he didn t feel like dealing with it, so we ended up arguing about it. Usually he makes me feel better but lately he doesn t try to do that. The argument got blown out of proportion to where things were said and I had to leave the room because I couldn t deal with it . Other things happened (too much to write) to the point where I just wanted to go home. So I got to my car, but realized I was stuck cause no one was home and I didn t have a key. Plus I really didn t want to leave , I just couldn t be in that atmosphere. He got furious that I left and accused me of being untrustworthy and told me he wanted to dump me cause I walked out of his house. I stayed crying in my car and he eventually told me to come back . It was night time and raining and he lives in apartment complex so it was a walk back and I really didn t want to walk back alone. I told him that and we started arguing again over it. He then said he will drag me back to his apartment. And he eventually did Come down , banged on my car door pulled me out and yanked by the back of my jacket really harshly , I tried getting him to let go of me and he grabbed my wrists really hard and pulled me by my wrists and literally pushed me up to his place. I was in shock cause I never thought he would be so forceful or violent with me. By the end of the night he felt bad for what he did but then said "you did it to yourself" after. We seem fine now, and we fixed things. But It keeps coming back to my head of how he dragged me as if I was a rag doll. I try to act normal around him but I just feel scared and also like I m gonna drift apart from him. I really do love him, but I haven t been feeling the same spark ever since that happened. I don t know what to do.

I am attached to a guy. And I dated him for a year and a half , but about 5 months ago he broke up with me and broke my heart because he left for the navy and ended just partying after we broke up before he left for boot camp . I didn't sleep for a month. A month later he ended up getting medically discharge and came back home. I was still trying to get over him but kept no contact. We didn't talk at all , I sent him on text about 2 months after the break up being apologetic for what happened to him. He never replied until about 2 months after that. He ended up asking me out for coffee and I agreed. Things went great and he told me how humbled he had become from experience and then told me how much he realized he missed me. We ended up talking again but I told him that I wanted him to promise he wouldn't hurt me the way he did again. And guess what? A month later we got into a giant argument on his birthday and me being a female upset I told him I didn't want to talk to him, he did try to fix it but I was stubborn. But a few days later I tried apologizing and talking to him. But he ended up saying the same hurtful words and ignoring me like he did the first time we broke up. Now I'm just broken and feels like everything he told me was a lie. I don't know what to do. I haven't slept

How do cancer men feel after they break up with another cancer?

Do they usually come back since they hold on to the past?

Asking because we are both cancers and he broke up with me because he was going to the navy. But when he broke up with me he told me he will always love me but we haven't talked at all since the break up. And it seems like he doesn't care after. We've been through everything together. As a cancer it is definitely hard for me to let go. ): I just want to know what he's thinking.

My boyfriend and I got into an argument the day before because he had called and said he couldn't see me after school cause he had to leave right away with his friends. But as I walked to my car I saw him and his best girl friend walking together casually to their ride like 15 minutes after school got out. I'm cool with her but that sorta bothered me that he said "he was in a hurry".

We ended up talking things out. The next day I found out that his best gal friend (let's say Sally) had like a turn up party at her house the night before. She slept over my house the next night after and told me that my boyfriend didn't go. He hadn't even mentioned anything either. So I was on her phone playing games and got curious about what he says to her. So yes,I snooped. Most of the messages were about me, but the last couple of messages were about the crazy turn up they had that he supposedly "didn't go to." It bothers me cause everyone go went stayed over night, and him and his best girlfriend had a past(he doesn't know that I know) I read the messages and they were like,Sally: last night was crazy. Let's have a round 2! Him: oh god

Like saying how crazy it was. Then I asked her after straight up if he went and she was like no, he didn't, just his friends. So now I'm gonna ask him about it and see if he is honest to me. I won't get mad if he's honest, but if he completely avoided telling me that what else does he lie or avoid me about? What should I do if he lies to me when I ask?

I'm sorry for this but I really don't know where else to go :(

But I have been dating this guy on an off since my freshman year(his sophomore year) and I'm now a junior (he's a senior) , and when we broke up a couple months ago because he didn't treat me like a boyfriend should. He would constantly ignore me and act like I wasn't there most of the time etc. then he begged for me back and fixed himself so we started off again on a new note. He was the best boyfriend ever after that, super sweet and romantic always sent me cute texts and constantly worried about me. He always wanted to see me. He was scared of losing me again. Now, he is starting to act like he doesn't care. He doesn't care if I don't text him anymore (before he'd freak out) , he doesn't care bout talking to me, he seems forced to walk me to classes or hang out with me, never wants to see me, could care less what I was doing, when he used to say good night he would call me princess or baby, he doesn't even call me baby anymore. Now he short texts me, I tried to talk to him about it but he said that's how he is and he wants to stay with me , but said he shouldn't have to change. I don't know how to respond to that. A boyfriend should want to treat their girlfriend as if they cared. I care about him a lot and can't lose him again, I don't know what to do now. Please help me ):

Well, we've been on and off since the end of my freshman year (I'm now in the middle of Junior year and he's a senior)

He never walks me to class unless I ask him too. But I hate asking him because I want him to do it cause he wants to.

He barely shows affection at school. Only when we are hanging out outside of school which is like barely ever. We just say hi and hug once a day. Cause we hang out with different groups of people. He hangs out with his buds a lot on the weekends and drinks. Which I kinda feel uncomfortable. He doesn't respond to my serious texts. He isn't sweet a lot of the time, and I am the kind of girl who loves cute things , and I always see couples who match and gets flowers and all that cute stuff , but my guy is to busy in his own world. I have talked to him about it before too. He was sweet for like a day and then went back to normal the days after. How can I make him want to do this?

Sorry really long ): I'm just so stuck in my relationship.

I don't know if I like this guy, I want to like him but I'm scared I'll get hurt. He says he likes me, but to make sure he's not playing with me I wanna play hard to get. What do I do when he's being all sweet? I don't wanna push him away either. Also how do I respond to this text?

Him: I miss you!

Me: no you don't

Him: I always miss you

What to say?!

My friend texted me and was like you're naive! What should I reply back that is witty but not mean ?

Well, I have a lot of history with this guy. And I don't know if I trust him. I don't want to either because I've heard a lot of girls tell me not to. So I'm not. He is this really good looking guy and a lot of girls like him. I heard he was a bit of a player though. I mean I always text him and stuff but I avoid getting attached to him at all. This one girl who likes him would always complain to me saying "I don't understand why he constantly talks about you and all, it gets kind of annoying, what do you do to make him be like that?" And that kinda surprised me. Anyways, so he constantly texted me and always wants to hang out. But I heard he acts the same towards several other girls so I ignore it. But I got invited by his best friend one day to his best friends birthday party, and I know it's only cause he asked his best friend if I could come. So I decided sure why not. But long story shorter , we ended up talking for a long time at the party by ourselves at the park maybe like 2 hours and for the two hours he hasn't tried anything weird. we just layed down and stared at the stars. He like opened up and all and sadly so did I. But after like 2 hours we ended up kissed for like the last 5 mins before people came to look for us. And he was like stuck to me for the rest of the party and any guy who tried to talk time he gave them the stink eye. But when school came along people started finding out about us and people said they heard that different things happend within those 2 hours. But didn't tell me who told them . So I'm scared he told them stuff that didn't happen nd he didn't really talk to me at school after that night, he'd text me but other than that wouldn't bother to hang out. So I'm just like okay then.. But then two school days later he texted 'you didn't give me a kiss before my game and we lost):' (he plays sports) and Ugh, he confuses me!! I don't wanna even kiss him since we aren't dating! And I just don't know how to respond to him. Pls help!):

OKAAY~ soo this guy that likes me alooot, is guna ask me out on his birthday party. Im not supposed to know.. but i found out anyway. I dont know if I like him. but i kinda do. But I dunno if i wanna go out. But i sorta already lead him on.. (bad mistake)-.- and i also dont want to say no because its his birthday!~:o and he's super sweet and his friends alll keep pushing us together:| What to do? and another reason why i don't want to say no is because he is always rejected.. or used when dated. i don't want that for him. I dont want to say yes because I dont know if im ready for commitment.. and there are people im scared will treat me differently cause ive turned them down. What should i do? ive tried so hard to find help everywhere.

Okay so one of my closest friends ever!!! Is superrr flirty... and we're going to camp next week. Meaning: TTOONNSSS of guys.. And since she is one of my bffs, ima have to deal with it. But i don't know how. Cause if i do tell her, she's guna say something back at me, and i dont want no drama at all. Ive already tried talking to her.. She also is in a serious relationship, but he takes it seriously while she only does half way. Yeah, she's pretty. But it gets annoying when all she talks about is guys she flirts with. What can i do? Im going to be miserable on what is supposed to be one of the greatest weeks ever!!! But i wanna keep our friendship of course.. PLEASEE help!! Thank youuu!!!

Okay, so in about 9 days we r going to teen camp. and the camp we go to u meet alot of other people. it is an annual thing. all my friends from my group like know alot of ppl vice versa..and i want too be able to too. i dont want answers like be yourself..lets just say the teens in my group are 'cool' like i understand itd be easier for them to know every one etc. they say i am one of the most friendliest and out going one in our group but i still dont feel like i know everyone etc. (not only knowng em but being cool with them) im just not sure how to be able to make an incredible mount of friends. and yes, i have to admit i loovvee being friendly. and what most people say, fuunny. how do i add up to it? i dont wana just be there at camp. i wana enjoy and explore. how can i? plsss. some nice answers pls? thankksss^^

How to gain more strength in Kajukenbo?

I need to gain more strength but i dont know how. I have Kajukenbo tonight and its my fourth day. I have it on tues, and thurs. Every tues. I get dizzy and feel like im gonna pass out! But i dont know how to control it. I have asked the teacher several times if i could get water even though ive already drank water. so what do i do?? Please help!! I dont waannaa pass out or get weak again . :/

Oh, and i am perfectly healthy!! .. I can endure running a mile, and i am not overweight. So what could have me passing out during class??? and i wanna avoid it.

Okay so i have been told that i am funny. but i have had ALOT of days my humor never comes to me. sometimes i am funny but then sometimes it doesnt come to me like it naturally does. so when i attempt to make a joke or something it doesnt come to me then it gets awkward. how do i avoid this and try to have "my funny days" i love making people laugh. ive been told i was charming even tho i am not entirely sure what it means..i am pretty sure it is a good thng though. but how do i add up to my sense of humor?. thankss! :)

Okay so this isn't even HALF of what I've written so far. If you want the rest you can ask me. But im not sure how you'd think about it this far. But much more things happen of course. Like she finds a hidden door with a hidden piano inside and shows different points of views of the characters. Etc.

CHAPTER ONE: MY ANGEL

Once when I was young, my father used to tell me about an angel. It was an angel that would always watch over me. Every night before I sleep, my father told me about this angel. I’d always thought it was just a little story he would tell me. A few years later my father had passed away, when I was around ten years old. My mother had died when I was three. I now live with my mom’s best friend’s family. Every day I’d look out the window and wait there for my guardian angel my father used to tell me about. My best friend, Lela Johnson, would always ask me about this angel. Every time I talk about it, it feels like I’m in my own world. I dream about the angel, with white wings, and a beautiful voice. I know my father is there, gliding over the skies watching over me with my mom.

One day, I met a young guy, he was around my age. Seventeen. He had dazzling green eyes. His hair was dark brown. I didn’t know what it was, but something about the way he smiled made my heart feel weird. I thought maybe I was sick. I wasn’t sure what made me feel that way. I was confused. And there I was again, thinking about the angel. Could he have had to do anything about the angel my father told me about? As I was lost in my mind, I heard my name, “Jilliana!”...”Jilliana!”….. I looked up, and Lela was there. She had a grin on her pale face. I think she is very pretty. She has bright blue eyes, and light blonde, curly hair, compared to my odd light gray eyes, and long, dark, wavy brown hair. There standing next to her was that strange boy who makes me feel oozy. Could he be a doctor? Doctor’s always make me feel oozy. No, he was too young, and this oozy feeling is different. She was saying how he was going to play piano for us. His name was McCallan. He stared into my eyes for about a good ten seconds and his face turned a bright red. My stomach then started to feel weird again, and I didn’t know what to do. I asked to get some air outside. When I was out I breathed in and closed my eyes, thinking about my loving father. Lela tapped my shoulder lightly. I turned around and she looked worried. I gave her a smile to let her know I was alright. She smiled back. We went inside together and then sat down. McCallan went to the grand piano and started playing the piano. My eyes grew wide, it felt like I was floating, trapped in this beautiful music soaring through my mind. It reminded me of my father. He used to play the piano like this. It made me want to speak...no, not speak. Sing. My father said my mother used to sing to me when I was a babe. I only remember hearing one singing voice, and it is when I’m asleep, I hear a beautiful voice. I realized that the music had stopped, and my eyes were closed. I opened my eyes to see McCallan get out of the piano seat and bow in front of us (Me, Lela, and Mr. and Mrs. Johnson). Lela grabbed her blonde, curly hair and started to bat her long eyelashes. I could see her eyes start to twinkle as she looked at him. He gave her a very slight smile, then turned away to talk to Mr. and Mrs. Johnson. I started to feel pressure on me. Every time she looked at him I could feel myself get red. ‘What was happening to me?’ I thought to myself. Lela looked at me, and then she stared at me for a long while, puzzled. She then turned to look at him then back at me. She gave a tiny, effortless smile and a slight nod and then turned around and left upstairs. I just sat there wondering to myself.

Okay so today I just sarted martial arts but I guess u could say I stopped doing sports bcuz of some issues. But its been a while since I did a lot of excersis and stuff.. And I practically almost fainted near the end. I feel rlly embarrassed. They said not to worry bout it since its my first time. But my friend and my sister and my mom said I'm just out of shape and no I'm not fat at all. Just haven't done a lot of those things before. And then my older sister kept makng fun of me and laughng saying I'm way to nive and giddy to be doing any of that stuff. And now I'm going to the gym often.. But still my sister says I can't take any of it and I smile to much. I can't take it. I know she is right. But I've loved martial arts since I was little. And I'm determined but how do I toughen up mentally and physically? Thanks..

okay, well i have this friend you see. she was like the bestest friend anyone could ever have! we've been best friends for like EVER! and randomly it stopped.. I would invite her to like an activity and stuff we would have for our school and all or with my friends (like swimming,hockey games, sleepovers, etc.) and she would always say she could at first then at the LAST minute she would be like "uhmmm. well, im doing this, or im doing that, and i dont know if i can" ... I thought it was like normal, and i understood her. (PS she ALWAYS invites me to things i dont want to go to most of the time) ... Then a couple months passed and i asked her if we could hang out. But she gave the same answers every time. and she did this maybe around uhmm.. 5 times in the 2-4 months i guess. Then i was on FB and i was scrolling through the news feed when i saw her post "Im so glad that im able to hang out with ------ today! It was last minute but im glad i could spare time!" and that was like a couple hours after i had asked her, and i knew she didnt plan that until aftr i had asked her... I felt like i just lost a friend. i gave up on trying to remain BFFs with her. but now, she would text me like i had seen her like the week before. im like, dude you super just left me hanging. ( i didnt really say that, that was what i was thinking.) so it got so bad to the point i wrote her a LONG message telling her how i felt. and trust me, it was something you would easily figure out i felt torn. but all she said was "awww thats a nice and pretty meaningful message" i then decided to delete her off my friends list to see if she would at least notice. but nope. not at all. she didnt say anything. i knew of course noot all bffs last, but we did make a promise... she is like one of the fewer friends i have left. Its funny because everyone tells me im the most friendliest funniest person ever but....i can never find a friend who has got my back. any ways.... She texted me like last week asking me to go to her '99' she is gonna act in the walk through theatre. all i said was "idk.i'll see" then she said "okay! i hope you can come!" then i said "ok" i wasnt going to come though. i decided after i have said no to her THREE times of her asking for us to hang out, thats when i'd start seeing if she realizes, she isnt the type person who realizes things faast.. she then asked "are u ok?" and then all i said was "ya. im fine. y" she replied "well. u seem mad" i said "im not mad, just dissapointed" she didnt reply after that.. so i just want a way to get her back? theres much more to this too. but im not sure how to explain it. but pls give me ideas of what to do, and make her realize she is a terrible friend??? I cant stand it anymore. I just want our old friendship to come back.. she is the one person who knows most about me. uhh. its fustrating :( i cant think of what to do.. Please help me? thank u if u are still reading this :)

Weellll....I know i look asian and somethin else (on my opinion) but when somebody asks me what my ethnicity is, they think im hispanic, white, asian... and ive had like 3 people say black o.O . . but what do you think i really look like??

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P.s. My mom is a a little hispanic, chinese and filipina. (mostly filipina) and my dad is white. (german, french and idk what else)

Hi! Uhm, I just wanted to know what I could do to improve how I look. I'm tired of being the same all the time. I need a new look! (btw, im trying to grow out my hair) What could I do? Here are a couple of pictures: (and yes this is my natural hair color) http://i1189.photobucket.com/albums/z433/SerahQuin... and http://i1189.photobucket.com/albums/z433/SerahQuin...

I need help sending videos from my fone onto facebook or to a contact, but it wont let me send it if it is passed around 30 sec. but ive sent a video that was about 2 mins long to facebook.I did it a certain way, but I dont remember how. it shows up on the screen that the videos i send are too long but i want to know how to send it again. Does anybody have any idea how?? I have a LG rumor touch from sprint. thanks!