KJ

Ok, here goes.

Any time i get super angry or try to talk about anything serious, especially about certain topics i start crying.

I legitimately never cry. But if i get any kind of strong emotion (other than obviously happiness) i start like hyperventilating and crying with no real way to stop stuttering and just saying what i was trying to say in the first place. This can range from anything from me arguing with someone about the placement of my trashcans all the way up to something like confronting my parents about a childhood till now long unresolved issue.

Its incredibly frustrating as it has drastically impaired my ability to talk to anyone about anything, big or small.

Does anyone else have this problem? Does anyone know why i have this problem? Is there some way to go about fixing this that doesnt require burning a hole in my wallet so i can go get called a cry baby by several therapists again? (That was passive aggressive i apologize)

Any insight on this would be super helpful, you have no idea

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