Nick

So basically last night I had a trippy dream: All was normal, I was having time with family, at one point I remember us all being next to the computer and them asking me questions. However at the end of the dream I find out (Like an Others+6th Sense deal) that I was dead the whole time, i then replayed a few scenes of my dream such as computer and i guess they were watching the computer move by itself and such and they knew it was me but were sorta freaked out, but I was seeing it from their point of view, like seeing myself dead, anyways it was trippy and I woke up not wanting to get out of bed for an hour or so, anyone have any idea whats going on? Anybody else have similar experience?

So I'm extremely skinny, always have been I'm 16 5'8ish and about 110-115, I recently dropped about 15 pounds bc I ride my bike to school and back everyday (12 miles with hills) so my question is how do I gain weight correctly (mainly muscle)? want to get to 125-150 range without crazy weight flunctuations. btw eat alot but almost never gain weight.

So there's a girl in my grade who I've like for about 1 1/2-2 years now. Her name is Athena. At the end of our freshman year (we're juniors now) I told her I liked her and wrote little cards/poems gave gift things and such. This lasted until the end of the school year (about a month or so) but she never said if she liked me back or not... well at the beginning of Sophmore year I made certain decisions in my life to change how I was but part of this was giving up dating anyone outside of belief (Christian who believes in Repentance/Baptism) which meant any kind of dating and even flirting was out the window. She got a bf in october/november it was kinda out of nowwhere but it didnt really matter as much to me at this point even though I still had small feelings for her. Thing is is that they were basically broken up right after they started and so the relationship ended without anything really happening between them. This being 6/7 months later (breakup was delayed for a long time) I immedietly fell for her again, however this time I didn't make it obvious and tried to harness it away to keep to my decision. Well since then I've felt like she's been flirtacious with actions and a few random 'I love you's' and asking for hugs and such, its been really weird cause I don't really know if she likes me or not and now in the past few weeks of school I've felt inclined to kiss her (cheek-forehead) I haven't nor have I told her anything to tip her off that I never stopped liking her but just can't be with her. I'm very good friends with a group of guys/girls the girls are also very good friends with her (she came into the group recently) and so I've already talked to them about it. None of them however, really knew if she likes me or not and are going to ask her, for me. I feel rather stuck in the middle on the whole subject in one way I'm inclined to be with her but in the other I feel inclined to stick with decisions and not date her. There are people I sort of like who have made same decisions as me but I don't see them as much or I just don't feel the same way for them as I do Athena. So my real questions are Does she like me? if I find out she does like me, should I be with her or wait it out and see if I end up liking one of the other people who wouldn't require turning back on decisions and not be apart of church ministry? Any advice otherwise or clarifications, I'm very confused when it comes to this (No GF or first Kiss)