haley

I was diagnosed bipolar by 3 different drs. They each diagnosed me bipolar. I have had a hard time trying to get into one. I got real stressed went manic, then crashed to depression, manic again and crashed again. This time I had thoughts and scary dreams of killing myself an

others. So I was sent to the er by a dr. Now they are sending me to a therapist which I have to wait 3 weeks to see. I'm scared something might happen b4 then or what the therapist will do.

I had a place that had many different types of doctors at that I went to for 29yrs. I got on an insurance that no longer let me see the doctors there. I started a new place and I tried getting them my medical records and they would only give them the past 2yrs which didn't tell them much just my blood pressure, where I worked and that they gave me a med renewal. The dr said they would not let him receive records farther back. So I tried and they claimed all they were required to give is the past 2yrs. Why would they give out all my parents and only 2yrs of mine. I don't like the fact they are holding them hostage. How much are they really required to give out?

P.S. this is in the USA.

I have searched and found a lot of them no longer exist. I am not looking for ones with discussion boards or forms. I am looking for a live chat room for people with bi polar. Does anyone have any good ideas of places?

P.S. I can not download anything with java for it. My computer will not support it!

I am wondering if this sounds like I am bi polar.

I ave racing thoughts

I anyalize things too much for too long sometimes up to 2 weeks time

I have a lot of mood changes I will be depressed for days then have 1 day I am hyper

Some days I will have so much energy at work I am done with my work doing someone else's and told to slow down I am making them look bad

I spend money I don't have

I get irritated at times and yell about things and end up crying because I can not control it.

It takes me forever to calm down from something

I stew about things for days at a time

I talk or type things super fast somedays

I have stopped taking my meds for epilepsy for a few days hoping to seizure to death til I get hollered at for not taking them

I tell people crazy things that are going to happen or I have done

I freak out easily

I don't sleep much at times ex 3hrs a night til 1 day I crash and sleep the whole day

I wake up with stressful or racing thoughts and can't get back to sleep

Does it sound like I have bi-polar or is it something else because I am driving myself nuts with my emotions.

I was wondering if you have been to a game before this season. If so I heard the road into the stadium coming from Madison way is tore up. Was that just last season or now also? And if it is how do you get into the stadium parking lot? Thanks for the help.

My friend and I are going on a trip and spending the night. Of course we are male and female. I have told him no to sex, but keep thinking about it and telling friends he has a high sex drive so I am afraid he will try something. But the thing is I keep thinking about it and wondering what he would be like since he is autistic. How come I think about having sex with him even though I made it clear nothing is going to happen?

I have a friend who Is contacting a real psycho chick. She is so bad she even made up she had his son and he is three months old and wouldn't let him see the baby and made him pay $50.00 a month child support and sent him pics of the boy. There never was a babay and she said he needed to hange before he seen the baby. Then she told him I love you and want you in my life after he found out there was no baby to keep him in her life. Then he won't stop contacting her and it's tearing him apart. I got tired of the Jr high drama **** and sent him this message: You need to stop contacting her is is trouble and killing u inside. Your going to be immature and play these ******* jr high school games I am going to peace out. I do care so very much about you, but have my own things to deal with I don't need yours on top of it. I can't see my friends killing themselves over **** like this with certain people in your life.. If you want me around act the man you are or say goodbye and we will just go to the Sunday game only, since I already asked and am required to go on Sunday and will sell Saturday tickets. I am not going to go with someone who is acting like baby. That immutrity will drive me nuts and then something bad will happen for sure! You make the choice or I'm gone again and this time for good! I am mature beyond these childish ways and will not let this in my life anymore. Your choice. Let me know what you have decided and then follow through. Will this help any? Is this wrong?

I am close to my friend and care about him so much. But the other night I was on facebook and scared my self shitless when I sent him a message saying I love you. I did it and my fingers did the walking. I didn't realized what I had typed until I seen it in his message box. I wonder why it happened when I don't love him.

I have a great friend with Aspergers and have developed strong feelings for him. But know on so many levels he couldn't give me what I need. But I care so much about him and constantly worry about him. I do not understand how can you fall for someone so much when you know you can't be with him?

He has Aspergers and was diagnosed with it when he was little. But ever since I have known him things he does that aren't the smartest in a neurotypicals eyes he does. Then he tries to cover it up saying he knows doesn't do it. But others who know him well all know he does it. He claims they think he does or that they don't know him well or think they know him and things he does, but really don't. I am wondering if this way of thinking and reacting has anything to do with his Aspergers or not?

This guy is interested in me a lot and we tried getting close in the past and I have strong trust issues and it drove him nuts. Is it something in his mind with Aspergers that makes him forget this or think things have changed so it will work out. I know with Aspergers they are very forgiving, but with relationships it is hard. I just wonder how and why he thinks it would work out. And if something with his Aspergers is making him forget or think it would work out.

My friend thinks it is ok to do things alone with other females without asking his girlfriend or even letter her know about it. He has even planned a trip overnight with me. Then I find out he lied to me and does have a girlfriend. I tried cancelling the trip for another reason he got pissy and defensive about it all. A little over a week later I found out he has a girlfriend. I would fall apart if my boyfriend went overnight with another female alone. So I thought I did the right thing by facebooking his girlfriend about it all. My friend finds nothing wrong with doing things with other females as long as they are just friends. He feels he doesn't have to tell his girlfriends about any of this or invite them to do things. He tells them stories like he got asked to work more hours(he works fast food) or some other excuse that could possibly be believeable. Does he think this is all ok because of the mindset of his Aspergers or is this guy just really messed up? Did I do the right thing by telling his gf (he just came out on facebook saying he has a baby with her a week ago and just started dating her as of this morning)? I would like to know about it all if it were me. Or will he just lash out on me and do weird babyish stuff like has in the past. I don't totally get the mindset of someone with Aspergers. So can someone please explain things.

With their record they are currently holding of 15-6. I never ever expected them to do this well. Especially when I read they have the 3rd hardest schedule in the NL for the first 40 games. I know April doesn't usually mean much for baseball. But I am wondering how you all think they will end the season? (remember last season they had injuries that killed them most and sent them to the pile of losing teams.)

We are going to a Major League Baseball game on a Saturday the game time is 3pm. We wanted a hotel room close by and the only room we could get is one with a king sized bed. We have never been romantically involved or anything and don't usually hang out alone. Then we are planning on going to the game on Sunday. I asked him if he was ok with sleeping in the same bed before I book the room and he got totally silent. I asked a 2nd time and same thing. Then I said I want to make sure your totally ok with it before I go ahead and book the room. He answered extremely quick ya ya ya I'm ok with it. I am thinking his mind went dirty when I asked. I figure that is why he went silent. Why do you think he went silent and if he going to expect or try anything with me since we have to share the same bed? I am driving myself crazy thinking about this.

I have seen Milwaukee Brewers shoe laces in the past. I am now looking for them. I can not find them on ebay, fanatics, fans edge and mlb.com store. I have even searched them on yahoo and only come up finding Brewers shoe lace earbuds. Does anyone know for sure where I can get them on the internet?

I keep getting the error message Shockwave has crashed or the message Flash Player has crashed. I even got the message that my Flash Player Plugin has crashed three times. This all has been going on too long So I went to the adobe website and tried downloading a newer version on the Shockwave. I did what I was supposed to for downloading then five mins later I got a message saying that it did not download properly. Now what the heck is going on? I am tired of not being able to view things and sites getting froze from this.

I have had a scab on the inside of my nose that just won't heal over for sometime now. Then I woke one morning with my left side of my cheek swollen. The swelling has went down and the bone above the gums hurts a lot. My teeth only hurt if I press down on them with firm pressure or brush them. My salivia looks a bit like it has mucus in it but is white. If I touch my left nostril the scab one my teeth around it get painful. When I brush my teeth they bleed a little bit. What is this and why is it happening?

I have had a scab on the inside of my nose that just won't heal over for sometime now. Then I woke one morning with my left side of my cheek swollen. The swelling has went down and the bone above the gums hurts a lot. My teeth only hurt if I press down on them with firm pressure or brush them. My salivia looks a bit like it has mucus in it but is white. If I touch my left nostril the scab one my teeth around it get painful. What is this and why is it happening?

MY left cheek is swollen,not a lot, but enough to know it's swollen. Yesterday I woke up with it swollen on the inside right stuck to my teeth and a but on the outside. I couldn't open my jaw all the way, the only pain was at the way back of my jaw where cheek meets the bone. Today it is only swollen on the outside of my mouth on the left side, both sides of my teeth feel heavy and I still can't open my mouth real wide, The left cheek feel real warm. What could this be?