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So I bend my knees when I sleep and when I wake up and bend them outwards they hurt like hell.... the pain is only temporary though Im just wondering  what this is from

So to give some context, I’ve been talking to this one girl for about a month its been mostly on online cause she lives out in a close but different state then mine. I think I really like her. She’s fun n, beautiful honestly my better half and her personality wins my heart every time. So theres that. But now we get into more of a problem cause my co-workers want tot try an set me up with a girl at my job that “supposedly” 🤣🤣likes me. now honestly I want to choose the girl I’ve talking to.... yet I have a weird thing of where I like to give everyone a shot so I’m find out whats she’s like Saturday cause thats when she works. Anyways I told the girl Im talking to and told her whats up and asked if shes ok if I talked to the girl like get to know how she rolls and personality stuff like that she said she didn’t care and its my dating life..... But I feel like shes scared to lose me ya know.... anyways i guess this isn’t a question on what shall i do next more of a vent if you want to give me advice go for it but if not thanks for at least reading this far.... I'm giving her space to like chill and focus but you could tell the shift in how she usually texts me when I mentioned said girl.... I know what the girl looks like and who the girl is theres like a 10% chance I'll fall fo her but I just don't kow how to tell this girl. I think she scared of losing someone she become co close with in only about a week or so. and to be far so am I

I want to know if this would affect me getting the job or not. I wasn't charged. 

I got mad slammed my laptop closed and now it just keep this up, do I need to change and it just says my hard drive isn’t connected when it is

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I wanted to prank someone (my former friend) and I decided just to go off and i did and she blocked me and now I feel bad and now I jusgt want her to know Im sorry

Im tryna write a poema nd just trying to have an idea

I found out the girl That i liked rejected me cause she saw me as just a friend, while at other times she rejected boys becuase they're not her type

Today I got really mad, an incident happened and it got me pissed. Like really pissed

I dont know how to describe it but it likes a raging bear kind of piss, I was growilng, punching everything and kicking anything in my way. I was showing my true colors

In the mix before this happened I handed a math sheet to my friend asking if she could help now at this point in time I could say only a few words (I was trying to be silent and not think, which is way I speak on few words) She got the paper and tried to help. But in my head I was still mad on what happened the previous day and it came out I looked at the bench gave it a weak kick, then punched it went to a trash can kicked it really hard and growilng destroying everything in my path. and she watched me do it. I came back and sat down quit still mad but cooling down and she never spoke a word. I could see terror in her eyes. Im guessing she couldnt handle it cuase she left. she was a girl I liked but now I fear shes gone and wont ever come back.

So I said a sexual joke, and the female took it as sexual harassment, Just wondering if theres anything worst then this

Short story

I like girl--> I think girl likes me--> I ask girl out--> She say no--> I take it like a man yet still sad

Longer story

Talking to the same girl, and still being me like nothing has changed or happening, Still messing with her she smiling and stuff. Typical friendship things. I can tickle her and it will be fine like she'll luagh and stuff like not tickle luagh but really laughing. so I had to class and one of my friends say's to me "Hey are you and that girl talking" I say no cuase of what happened. Her response " She seems very clicky" In my mind two things are happening 1. what does clicky mean, and what does it mean when a girl is being clicky and 2. am I that good of a friend. So do i continue through the long road and just wait or do I become more flirtatious???

My school has a lifeguard recruiter coming to our school for anyone intrested in a summer job, I want to do it just a few problems. One Im not that good of a swimmer and dont know if they would do on the job traing, two, Im not lifegurad certified and dont know if that would be training.

These are the main things, Im confident in everything else just unsure about these two thigns. and Plus i need a summer job