PorkyPig

I'm fat and I have a big pot belly and little man boobs. I think it would be fun to have big man boobs too lol. What can I do? I'm ugly and I don't care, I look weird already.

I'm fat and somewhat ugly. I'd like to become obese and very ugly. What should I do?

I'm a guy but I feel totally genderless. I'm 27 and I will be a virgin for life, because the idea of having sex disgusts me. I masturbate a lot though, because I'm fat and jiggling my fat, playing with my belly and gaining weight turn me on. But in my case sex is useless and I would prefer to be a eunuch. I take herbs that are supposed to lower testosterone and contains phytoestrogens. I would like to get bigger man boobs and fatter hips and butt. I know that people may think I'm ugly because I'm fat and look weak because I have a hunched back, no neck, a baby face and a big pot belly. But I don't care what people think, I'm happy being fat and ugly hehe.

I have another weird and I think unique fetish: I like to deafen myself, by listening to very loud sounds or music with my earphones. Sometimes I also slap myself in the ears until it causes a temporary hearing loss. My ears ring and my hearing is slowly deteriorating but I don't care. I'm lonely and I don't talk much. And people always say I don't talk loud enough, so the deafer I become the louder I will talk hehe.

Apart from that I am normal and I'm happy the way I am. I'm happier than when I was younger: from kindergarten to college I always failed at trying to fit in with other people. I was picked on because I was weak. I was different and I didn't cope with it. Now I accept it and I'm impervious to peer pressure.

If you tell me I'm a freak of nature I will giggle and tell you I don't care hehe.