Lila

Ok im a teenager , 13 years old. Ive only had this for about 3 to 4 weeks but its killing me and making me SO depressed,interfering with my life. I have been having sexual intrusive thoughts. I know that I'm going through puberty and everyone is going to say its normal, but they are not normal thoughts, that's for sure. I have these images in my head of me harming my family members... and other stuff i dont want to explain. I feel like so dirty and its disgusting... i dont know what to do. If i tell my Dad, hes gonna think im a freak. I mean im 13 and having these thoughts?! ew.

And besides that my Mom passed away a few months ago and i dont want to put more stress on my dad

suggestions..?

is there anything that can cure this other than going to a physiologist or something ?

ok well there was this guy at my school. At the beginning of school, you could tell he liked me. He tried to talk to me once(but me being the shy girl&him the popular guy) I kinda just nodded my head, just like "yeah" to whatever he was saying. His friend was sitting right there. His friend said "I think she is weird" then his friend said "yeah i dont want to make that mistake again like i did with ____" i didnt know what to say,but he just walked away. We never really talked after that. Till like 3rd semester,when i got a facebook. We'd have random conversations on his pics(kinda i made it obvious) but they were not even about the pic he posted. We just acted like friends,just talking & having fun you know!? i didnt like him then though,i liked someone else,but i did like him just a little,not as much as the other guy. Then i got over that guy towards the 4th semester. Now that i got over the other guy, i just started looked at his fb photos&other stuff.. and i just kinda developed a HUGE crush on him! :)

Okay now my friend went up to him a few days ago.I didnt want her to do this,she just did,i wasent even there. She told me the story. She asks him "Would you ever go out with Claire?" (lets say that's my name)

He says "Not in a million years!" my friend turns and is about to walk away but he pulls her and she turns around and he asks "Does she like me?" and my friends like "Yeah..." and then they just walked away. So that day after school, she hadn't told me this yet. I was walking and saw him in the halls. I just kinda looked at him, he looked back..and then looked away. But I could tell that someone had said something,& I was right they did. The next day on Facebook his friends were liking all these pages i liked...literally like ALL the recent ones i had liked. it was really weird. Like they were jealous or mad or something? Idk,just weird. So my problem is:

It seems like he still likes me a little... or has he moved on? Should I just wait and see what happens, or get over him? Help! Thank you in advance! :)

What are some good middle names for these first names?

Girl Names;

Hayden_____

Brook _____ (was thinking Lynn, But idk.)

Lynae ______

Melinda ______

Boy names;

Kaden _____

Marshall _____

Cooper _____

please help! it will be much appreciated :)

There was this one site once where you could make your own websites and put music videos on it,chat boxes.. and all of this other cool stuff. But i forgot the name of it. Its not webs.com or wetpaint.

Can someone please help?

if you find the right one ill give you 10 points.

Just wondering :o)