Hemi

I have parents. I have an elder sister and I have a grandmom. But no one really cares. My dad never cares. I can't speak to him. I hate my mother. My mom's very childish. They are barbaric. My home is a mess. My mom doesn't wash the vessels. She doesn't know how to cook. She has so many affairs. My sister hates me cause I'm gay and poor grandmother has dementia and doesn't remember who I am. So yeah, I have a family but still don't. I am girly and I feel I don't belong.

Also give me tips on how I can keep my home clean and get rid off the filth.

My teacher fooled me by making me wish for her birthday on her facebook timeline. And she writes on timeline that it was not her birthday and I was fooled. ヽ(´ー｀)┌

Should I join Carnatic music classes? Are you a fan of Carnatic music? I wonder if people really love it or they just learn it as a hobby. I like Carnatic music but sometimes it jst seems very boring and repetitive to me.

Aaahhh. I feel so bored. I had an appointment with my therapist which got cancelled and now I feel confused and bored. my friend is also not replying to my messages. I'm so bored. I want to talk to my therapist ;(((((((((

"sitting in front of the dean's office can be depressing".

Okay. Stupidd stupid stupid question. So teenage-ish. But please I need to reply to my friend's comment on my facebook photo. :(

I went to my friend's college and we had to sit outside the dean's office to meet him and get some documents. We had to wait for a long time. And so we took a selfie and I uploaded it on FB. We both look tired in the picture. So my friend commented on the photo saying "sitting in front of dean's office can be depressing. What should I reply? Any funny reply? :P

Are there any open Gay communities in the city of Bangalore, India?

21 year old guy, student, Indian!!!

I can barely peel a boiled egg. How am I gonna take up big responsibilities in my future life? I just pretend to be an adult and it's so suffocating. :/ People all around me are all such mature men. I am complete fool. I'm already finding college hard. There's so much pressure. I have to manage a lot of things. I ask myself questions like 'what the hell is love and how do people fall in love?' 'What do two guys do on a date?' 'Is sex an important part of romantic love?'

Basically, I feel like every other person is in some way better than me or 'more intelligent' than me.

I can really feel that I'm getting better and I believe I will become normal soon. May be in a month or so. But I talked to an online psychologist told me that in my case, it would take around a year or two for me to completely get free of depression.

I hope someone answers this. I really want to go to the pride march which is tomorrow but I just fought with my friend who was gonna take me there. Now what do I do? I don't want to ask him sorry ('_')

I'm not good at anything be it sports, arts or study. I'm a very bad student and have failed once. All these thoughts make me depressed. Tell me what to do?

plzzzz....is there no way? I really wanna go back. Please help me. I'm a 20 year old guy. I wanna be 18 or 19 again. Fix things. Make use of my time. Can this happen? Can it really happen?

I'm a 20 yr old guy. What do I do?? I have put three layers of band aid. Is that Okay? Will this give me an infection? The blade was a used one. What do I do? Please someone reply!!!! sorry if I offended anyone. category: *Mental health*

I don't feel like going to the gym. I don't want to eat. I don't feel like talking to anyone. I'm feeling jealous of my best friends. All I want to do is sit and cry cry cry. What's wrong with me? I'm feeling nothing. Is this depression? I don't think it is because I am taking my antidepressants regularly and I was fine till last week. I'm not understanding anything. Please help me. Please. Someone. :'(

I take desvenlafaxine 100 mg every night for depression along with a combination of clonazepam and escitalpram. My desvenlafaxine tablets had got over and the 100 mg tablets were not available in the store. They had 50 mg tablets. So I purchased those. My question is can I take 2 tablets every night as the ones I've bought now are not 100, they are 50 mg. So 50+50=100??..No??

I'm feeling mentally disturbed. I keep forgetting certain emotions and later on I get this desire of feeling them. I want to experience love. ps: i have depression and I'm on medication.

and trying very hard to fit in.

I don't think there's anything bad about it. What do you think? Give me an elaborate answer.

I'm 20 years old gay. I started antidepressants. It took me around one month to heal. Antidepressants made me feel really good. I hadn't felt happy since ages. And during this time, when I was preparing for my supplementary exams, one of my friend who had also failed in the same subs got really close to me. He used to call me all the time, send me text messages. He told me I was his only friend and his best friend. Back then, I didn't take it seriously, I was painfully dealing with my depression. But those days it was hard for me even to get out of my bed in the morning because of my depression. He called me everyday and i never picked his calls. He called me to the library and I never cared.

Yes I do realize how bad I have been but what would I do. It was my depression. It made me feel so confused. I just didn't know what to do. I just wanted to be alone then. And now I feel sooo ******* bd and guilty i just don't know what I should do. I didn't want to loose him. I have tried a lot trying to convince him but he is so stubborn. He doesn't care anymore. I call him and he doesn't pick my calls. I even cried to him explaining him my situation but no he doesn't care. How can someone be so cruel?

I have lost him. But I want him so bad. what do I do?