Evangeline

Ever since I was 11,....I've made up an imaginary boyfriend who is a demon and his name is alex and I talk to him and we do sexual things and since I watch yaoi a lot I imagine myself as an innocent boy and I imagine myself knkwing alex in last lives and whenever I want or need him he just telports right there for me. He is my soulmate.... yet I have a guardian angel who loves me to death and hates alex(joshua) and yea...I've never shared this with anyone. I tried hinting at it a bit with my depression counselor and she said its okay to make up your own fantasy because its a world only you feel happy in. I am now 16. I feel very disconnected from the real world. This coping skill has become a part of me, and I don't see it leaving...I don't want it to leave....but I want your opinions.

I'm bored and wanna make some online friends. YES I'm aware of creeps and stuff. Its not like I give out my number or address because that's just plain dumb. Any thoughts?

THIS IS WHAT I WAS TOLD!(Copy pasted it from a similar question)

IS THIS TRUE?!?!Because i'm not surprised...

The Illuminati is a secret society that has been around since 1776, they want to create a one world government, with themselves in charge. The Illuminati are generally powerful and rich people. The Illuminati will kill anyone, anywhere at anytime to get what they need. The people that are "Anti-New World Order" and speak out against the Illuminati will be murdered like 2Pac and Michael Jackson. 2Pac and Michael Jackson were going to warn the entire world about what the Illuminati are planning. If you look at the title of 2Pac's album "The Don Killuminati" for example; 2Pac was referring to the Illuminati in this title, Kill + Illuminati. The Illuminati killed 2Pac, Michael Jackson, Marilyn Monroe, Jon Lennon, Jimi Hendrix, John F. Kennedy, Abe Lincoln, Princess Diana, Martin Luther King, the list goes on.

The Illuminati control everything, the music industry, film industry, pharmaceutical (legal industry), medical industry, colleges, banking institutions, Wall Street and the Political System. Their symbol is on the money.

The Illuminati control our Presidential Elections. Usually the president who gets the most sponsorship, in the form of money and media coverage, wins the election. The Illuminati control the media, so whoever the Illuminati choose as a presidential candidate will win the election. They will also sponsor the other candidate too, to have entertainment for the public. Sometimes this does not always go according to plan, like in the election between George W. Bush and Al Gore. In Florida George W. Bush "won" over Al Gore. The Illuminati cheated so that their pre-elected candidate would win presidency. The Illuminati choose the presidential candidate with the closest blood lines.

There are thirteen families in the Illuminati:

1. Astor

2. Bundy

3. Collins

4. DuPont

5. Freeman

6. Kennedy

7. Li (Chinese)

8. Onassis

9. Rockefeller

10. Rothschild

11. Russell

12. van Duyn

13. Merovingian (European Royal Families)

These families have "ties" with the Illuminati:

1. Reynolds

2. Disney

3. Krupp

4. McDonald

Most of the major wars and economic depressions/recessions of the past 100 years were carefully planned out by the Illuminati. Some of these include: The Spanish-American War, WWI, WWII, The Great Depression, the Rise of Nazi Germany, Korean War, Vietnam War, 1991 Gulf War and French Revolution.

Do you remember all of the unnecessary hype about the New Millennium, or the alleged Y2K crisis? This hype was created by the Illuminati. This had people selling their homes, building shelters, stocking up on survival kits, etc. The total cost in preparation for Y2K was estimated at over $300 billion. The Illuminati are also building hype for a 2012 phenomenon. I do not think that anything major is going to happen in 2012. The Illuminati are building hype for a 2012 phenomenon, when 2012 comes and goes, it will be shown to be the biggest scam since the Y2K phenomenon.

don't just give me any old random link off of the first search results you find on google because i've already done that.

I've been studying Japanese since january. I have hiragana and katakana nearly memorized. I want to be able to start inputing kanji and just basic Japanese vocab as i learn sentence structure. I bought a few books, but i have yet to buy more. I've endlessly searched on google but haven't found anything good. I even tried looking up printable worksheets but found none.

Since I was little I have always wanted to be in the field of forensics. Right now, i'm a junior in highschool and trying to wrap my head around what university would be best for my pursuit. Please help! :) I'd prefer advice from someone with medical knowledge/experience, or maybe a pathologist his/her self.