Dark-Moonprincess

in my nail tech course its 15 of us. some are rude as hell and bossy. if u don't like a certain type of department they will tell the teacher and not give you a chance. they are all boy crazy. they have boyfriends and talk about having sex

. im the type of girl who is bisexual and likes video games.. plus i never ever in my life been a relationship because no one likes me or find me attractive and too many caucasians have preferences. im a black girl who don't date black guys. none of them are like that. some of them think im stupid all because i have a learning disability and slow paced student. im more of a special needs student but im not effing stupid. the same with my drivers ed class no friends. everyone acts immature and one girl is racist and ignorant. the class began not too long ago. i lost my childhood bff she unfriended me and is with a guy. my dad ignorec me for 4 months and he's homophobic. now i've recently talked to him. a friend of mine from newport news ignored me for her girlfriend and her gf hates me. i wish i was outgoing but can't cuz my mother don't want to drive me anywhere. she's always tired from work and is anemic. my parents r separate btw and dad is out the question. i am 18 and tired of being in the house someday. i wasn't born on this earth just to be ignored hated , threatened against. made Me WISH I DIDN'T FREAKING EXIST SOMETIMES.

I been playing mario and sonic for a long time? Do you like both or hate both and if so. Why??? Or do you prefer playstation instead.

You can check my last post bout the relationship thing. I am 18 years old im black and currently seeking a relationship and friendship. I don't date the same race im sexually attracted to Caucasians(whites) and especially blonds. Im bisexual but mostly into girls. Heres my email if.you wanna talk sweetpea0019@hotmail.com it be nice to talk to somebody..

It may seem cruel and ugly but im Honestly Tired of Hearing About Relationships. Its the same ol think over and over again and its always love kiss kiss kiss. Even when im trying not to be late to class im either pushed by a couple or they just stand there showing PDA and i been cursed out by my friend's gf. Ok i never been. In one so its no point... Don't even bother asking me whats wrong cuz nothing is not.. Society and the world is BORING. I don't wanna hear none of that oh your too young bs when some of u guys r younger than me and some of u have kids thats all hypocrisy.... Ive asked guys they called me ugly and some just rejected me. I almost been in a relationship where two ppl though they like me but yeh neverd work out. Girls r hard to find.. Im 18 bisexual girl never even been in a relationship and i already been through enough pain and suffering even to the point where i want to just kill myself and some stuff i had to deal. My mom don't understand how i feel so its no point. I don't even wanna talk about my dad either not after the bs i had to go with him and spazzing out. School treated invisible and have no frieds. And honestly im a nice and sweet person but people use it as a way to hurt me and make me suffer.... Tired of being nice and if you wanna know why i wrote this is beacause of how i was mistreated. Virginia is boring.. Sigh

Hi,my name is Asia i am 17 and a i live in virginia. I need help making a flier that i paint nails. I mean I know how to make a flyer but I don't know what to say on it. I live in a town house so we have lots of people. I would only charge $5 since I'm a beginner and its for hands only. I thought it might be a good idea to earn a little money. I really am skilled. please don't tell me to go on YouTube. Its doesn't help me.

i'm 17 bisexual girl and never been in a relationship it feels like no one likes me. i feel like im invisible around everyone and no one really talks to me or some of my friends never bother calling me. i tried and nothing work. wonder if i'll meet somone at a gay community. most of my friends are in a relationship but not me, i always wondered is it because im ugly or something.i'm really a nice person.i like guys and girls of different races except mines. i just dnt date black guys not trying to be racist im just not interested. i know im young but im almost 18, alot of ppl say that oh ur still young crap, they're the same age as me and have a relationship, tired of the hypocrite bs. i dnt want to be 40 something to be in a relationship. and btw im not really good at talking to people im shy. i feel useless and unwanted, it feels like no one would care if i died, im going to probably be alone and end up dying alone. no one seriously cares and it's hard to find people in richmond virginia(chesterfield) i hate it here

i'm 17 bisexual girl and never been in a relationship it feels like no one likes me. i feel like im invisible around everyone and no one really talks to me or some of my friends never bother calling me. i tried and nothing work. wonder if i'll meet somone at a gay community. most of my friends are in a relationship but not me, i always wondered is it because im ugly or something.i'm really a nice person.i like guys and girls of different races except mines. i just dnt date black guys not trying to be racist im just not interested. i know im young but im almost 18, alot of ppl say that oh ur still young crap, they're the same age as me and have a relationship, tired of the hypocrite bs. i dnt want to be 40 something to be in a relationship. and btw im not really good at talking to people too shy. i feel useless and unwanted, it feels like no one would care if i died, im going to probably be alone and end up dying alone.

why do people brag about love so much it gets boring... Btw im a 16 year old Bi female

I mean people that are in relationships makes fun of the ones that are not, it's not their fault no one has ever picked them.. I never really been a relationship one time a childhood friend who i had a crush on ever since 3rd, i use to write and tell him how i feel about him and all and i really liked no other guy but him i was just so focused on him but this year he kinda asked me out and it lasted a week and he wasn't so sure It wasn't even really official, he said lets go on a date as siblings and in my head i said now i guess i'm single after telling my family and friends we were dating.. plus we never even went on a date i was hurt so much i felt pain and heartbroken.. after all those months and still feel this way.. i am just sick and tired of people being in relationships or posting it so much on facebook it makes me feel bad about myself.. no one even likes me most guys don't go out with me because I am shy.. one guy tried to flirt but he said I was shy and it wasn't a good habit.. and ever since middle school 6 and 7th grade I been called ugly by boys.. I found my own race trying to hit on me, but I just don't date black guys.. i prefer a different race.. not because of color i just don't feel anything towards the same race im just getting tired of everything all we do in this world is fall in love. don't people ever get tired of it? and I don't believe in relationships anymore because it doesn't last long i think its stupid to find someone because its a lot of work and relationships can cause so much drama. i'm not trying to be mean it just how i feel because i'm still hurt. I go through so much everyday That I just want to die or disappear. I try to be as strong but i'm just tired of it all and a lot of bad stuff happens to me. and i'm not a bad person but a good person with good intentions sometimes I see pics of other girls and I say they're pretty and sometimes I just have those days where I don't feel so pretty. when I see people in a relationship.. It makes me feel bad about myself makes me want to have a bf or gf and im always lonely I see my friends and all in relationships and i'm usually the one helping them or giving them advice and i'm just done and tired of helping... my friends say you'll find someone and have i found anyone yet? no and now i'm going into the 10th grade *sigh*. I need help or someone to talk to? No rude comments plz

i'm 16 and Bi female btw

and I feel like I'm the only one thats good.

Most of my friend's are fast and they are good ppl but they have sex,drink alcohol and smoke

I'm a virgin and i'm not having sex until i get married, I can't stand smoking, and I don't drink alcohol and some people brag about being in relationships, I never had a boyfriend/girlfriend and hate how people brag about that because it makes me feel bad.I don't even believe in relationships because of what happened. I even wrote this on facebook about how I feel because i'm just so sick and tired of people, i've been lied to, promises been broken. just rather be antisocial i try being with the group of ppl but it doesn't work and i'm always lonely. even at school i'm always treated invisible and feel isolated.. I follow the rules at school and all and get praised I don't act around or anything maybe it's because I matured ever since the age of 8. but when i hear stuff it just pisses me off and gets depressed sometimes I feel like i am left out. I posted something on facebook like this~hey everyone do me a favor and leave me alone~

I don't want to be apart of your " so called group"

I'll always be in the good while you guys are doing lots of wrongs. why do you guys do so many things that are life threatening or can kill u guess no one is perfect

I'm watching who my friends really are(dislike hypocrites)

If I ever was part of any group I want to be in a type that are just like me and understand me

I'm not helping no one or listening to their problems don't care if its selfish been around selfish people already

I can't wait on anyone anymore not dealing with this stuff no more

what is wrong with people i'm always the good one.. Have a Nice Day about how I feel and 2 of my friends replied that I hurted them and one said whats wrong with you. i'm not even suppose to be around those ppl.. wasn't trying to hurt anyone just pissed.. I don't wanna hear things like smoke,drink alcohol,sex unless its funny it's just so damn annoying. I'm so depressed now that I just want to f*cking die because I can't take anymore of this crap. I'm always helping others and at the end they give me crap, I feel like no one really cares about me and I just don't believe in alot of crap no more.. I'm lonely and need someone to talk to...No Rude Comments because they will get deleted.. and honesly I think there is something wrong me is

i'm 16 and Bi female btw

and I feel like I'm the only one thats good.

Most of my friend's are fast and they are good ppl but they have sex,drink alcohol and smoke

I'm a virgin and i'm not having sex until i get married, I can't stand smoking, and I don't drink alcohol and some people brag about being in relationships, I never had a boyfriend/girlfriend and hate how people brag about that because it makes me feel bad.I don't even believe in relationships because of what happened. I even wrote this on facebook about how I feel because i'm just so sick and tired of people, i've been lied to, promises been broken. just rather be antisocial i try being with the group of ppl but it doesn't work and i'm always lonely. even at school i'm always treated invisible and feel isolated.. I follow the rules at school and all and get praised I don't act around or anything maybe it's because I matured ever since the age of 8. but when i hear stuff it just pisses me off and gets depressed sometimes I feel like i am left out. I posted something on facebook like this~hey everyone do me a favor and leave me alone~

I don't want to be apart of your " so called group"

I'll always be in the good while you guys are doing lots of wrongs. why do you guys do so many things that are life threatening or can kill u guess no one is perfect

I'm watching who my friends really are(dislike hypocrites)

If I ever was part of any group I want to be in a type that are just like me and understand me

I'm not helping no one or listening to their problems don't care if its selfish been around selfish people already

I can't wait on anyone anymore not dealing with this stuff no more

what is wrong with people i'm always the good one.. Have a Nice Day about how I feel and 2 of my friends replied that I hurted them and one said whats wrong with you. i'm not even suppose to be around those ppl.. wasn't trying to hurt anyone just pissed.. I don't wanna hear things like smoke,drink alcohol,sex unless its funny it's just so damn annoying. I'm so depressed now that I just want to f*cking die because I can't take anymore of this crap. I'm always helping others and at the end they give me crap, I feel like no one really cares about me and I just don't believe in alot of crap no more.. I'm lonely and need someone to talk to...No Rude Comments because they will get deleted..

i'm 16 and female I just came off my period yesterday it usually ends within 5 days and today i'm getting mood swings

is it hormones moving around or what? or maybe i'm just mad at something and I dunno what to do to get my mind off of things any suggestions i've been feeling depressed,angry,emotional,irritated and annoyed

I'm a 16 year old female and I'm Bi and it would be nice if I can talk to any bi,gays,les,pan I really haven't talk to any gay people that I know or where I live it. and sometimes I get lonely and I need someone to talk to..

I always feel unimportant I've been lied to and treated invisible. I do so many things for my friends and all i get in the end is crap.. I'm so sick and tired of being lonely all the time.. I have no one to talk to cuz everyone is so busy over the summer.. My life has been boring and a living hell and i'm not happy in my life.I had a crush on this one guy my childhood friend for years and it all comes down to nothing.. plus guys aren't really that cute and a lot of guys has been jerks and an *** to me. some of my friends do alot of stuff like smoke,drink,have sex and I'm a virgin and not having sex untill i get married and im just sitting here wondering like why am I the only one that seems good and is in the safe zone, sometimes I just feel left out.. No one likes me anyways or wouldn't even care if I die.. The has been so many things about my older sis cuz she's older and pregnant and nothing about me.. I've been so frustrated and angry that i'm just done with everything.. I've been hurt so many times and I just can't take anymore bull sh*t no more. People asks what's wrong with me well everything is wrong.. I'm 16 and female btw. and Im Bi I want to talk to gay people and emo people just someone to talk because i'm always feeling down like almost everyday and I just can't take anymore of this.... why is life such a pain in the ***

* I get emotional near the last day of school* and the last day is officially tomorrow Can't stop crying cuz i'm gonna miss my friends even the ones thats graduated and moved on. my mom says just get numbers over the summer and don't cry. I even cry when i think about the last day and everyone moving on I know it's 9th grade and i'll see them again but i'm just emotional. my family is telling me not to cry but i get more teary when looking at their texts because well it's like things are solved when they make you feel better but it's just so hard to stop. still can't stop crying

I honestly hate life and want to die it makes no sense to me, im like the nicest person and i did nothing wrong people are so hypocrites.. I was born out of wedlock even though were Christians and its a sin my parents never really dated they were just boyfriend and girlfriend and they broke up when i was a baby(thought babies were a blessing). My Older Half sister told me to wait until i get married but look at her she never got married and now is pregnant i dont even like kids or NEVER WANT ANY plus I wasn't treated right.. I wanted to live with my nana but my cousin haves a baby and now there is no space. so when i turn 18 i'll have to find somewhere else to live.. i been through so much hell.. my mom loves me but she is fussy and sometimes can be selfish. and don't get me started on my dad i was never treated right. I think I was born by accident, I have no middle name and I know im spoiled because i get almost everything that most kids don't have but its not about that. No one understands how I feel. and at school i was always bullied even in the 6th and 7th grade. Now if people mess with me I just want to stab them until they die and laugh at them(that is what goes in my mind) sometimes because im just sick and tired of everyone. I don't have a boyfriend and never had one and im 16 no one thinks im pretty or attractive they all say im too shy and guys act like jerks. I don't even date black guys and don't like their personality.(i find white guys hot and all around except my race, not trying to be racist) at high school I feel lonely because all my friends have boyfriends even 3 of my friends are BI and have girlfriends and I'm Bi curious and wear dark clothing, emo style and I'm black and like anime.. and i'm quiet I been judge a lot and people take things out on me when it's their problem and I'm probably going to die alone.. or sooner I have EMD(Emotional Disorder) sometimes when i get frustrated i cry myself to sleep and sometimes want to die.. no one would care if i die anyways and I don't know what to believe anymore because people lie to me.. and i'm always lonely. about to be anti social because im done with people especially my annoying as hell father who fusses like a girl this is what he does in life.. even my best friends lie to me but i never ever lied to them.. and my orientation is still developing I had kinda had a boyfriend but he wasn't so sure and told us to be siblings on the safe side and we went out for like a week we never even dated or called it official because we never hugged or kissed and i was suppose to go to the movies with him but i couldn't because i had no ride... I need someone to talk to because im lonely and I don't think i can take it anymore, i know its part of life but it's a f*cked up world and I don't want to be in it or part of it so i'm done. I been through so much and don't even deserve it and i kinda hate people so yeah here's my story there is more but i'll post later for different questions.. and I forgot to mention that sometimes I dont even believe in relationships because of so much drama and crap that makes no sense