Why the battel between the heart and mind!?

I have a girlfriend in bangkok whom i really love and dedicate my self to, i've stoped all my bad habist after seeing her, no smoking, no drinks and for sure no sex! But what makes it hard is am in this battel when i am worried because i am working in kaua lumpur and things that suddenly comes in my brain which made me fee she is cheating on me...true or not am not sure...i never allow her to call me because its expencive i just allow her to miss call so i can call her...she is a university student and her family are farmers, beside the riligon factor...distance is a killer...how can i cure that?

Bridgets Blind2006-04-19T21:01:24Z

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someone has to make a move

Anonymous2006-04-19T21:05:10Z

can't you just buy software to talk to her free over the computer, also that will allow for webcam.
But as far as your "feelings", alot of us are more intuitive then we know. Maybe you should look into that, drop some traps.

XD45ACP2006-04-19T21:02:03Z

i dont know but orientals piss me off. they always have this arrogant attitude that stems from a napoleon complex and are really rude. not too mention i just cant find them attractive. but i dont find any race but american attractive.