I don't know what to do?

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This is my story. Im a gemini... and to my opinion it does match my personality... my mom is kind and nice while my dad is aggresive... so i intend to be both kind and mean... When I entered elementary school, i promised my mom a medal... in 4th grade, my grades were getting low... So I strived harder to not break a promise! So on my 6th grade graduation i get a presidential scholar pin and award... my parents say they are proud of me... but now my mom and dad are saying that I talk back too much and I feel like i cant trust anyone... everyone hates me and everything is my fault! I cry mostly every single day of the year... there's never a day where can't find mysself not shedding a tear... my parents fight usually my dad and grandma fight a lot and my grand ma wants to leave... my 2 family sides are not close... I am a single child and have no one to play with when there isnt school... I met a friend that caused nothing but misery to my life... I want to make everyone feel guilty... I feel worthless right now;... My parents hate me but likes me when i get something... WHAT DO I DO?

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Trust me your parents do not hate you. You being an only child is a big load on you and your parents for the simple fact is making up for your constant loneliness. I was raise with 4 other children and therefore only wished for time alone. Your parents are proud of you and you should know that. What your parents are going through is not always about you so cut them some slack and don't make it worst than what it is o.k. Also lose that new friend, -no good for you. Find a place you can volunteer or a girls and boys club or something to help get you around more people. I think that would be healthy for you. Keep up the good work, your o.k. Best Wishes to you.

Anonymous · Answer

There is obviously so much going on around you in your family that is negative - it's no wonder you are feeling so badly.  I'm concerned about how depressed you sound.

You need someone to talk to about how you feel.  Someone who can help you sort things out.  You need to understand that none of this stuff going on in your family is your fault.  People your age tend to think in those terms, but it is not true.  It sounds as though your family is going through some tough times and not handling It very well..

Your school has counselors with whom you can speak.  They will understand and care about your situation.  They can also help you cope - give you the tools you need right now to not feel so miserable.

Anyone who cares enough about your family as you do, and has worked so hard to receive a Presidential Scholar Pin is NOT worthless, - not even close.  You sound like an intelligent and caring young man.

Please see your counselor - or dean - as soon as possible. Things will be better.

You do not need to feel this badly.  I'll be thinking of you.

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