I'm poor and need advise on getting a job and clothes?
I'm 21 and I feel like I've nothing to show for it. I have no job, no car or license and I live with my mom who's a totally pain in the ***. There are literally no jobs in the area ( not kidding, I've applied for everything and no freaking luck). I even included that I'm fluent in Spanish and a few other languages but still no luck :/ . I am poor ( well if you can consider me poor w no money or transportation or good clothes) I've only like a couple hundred to my name and I'm saving it for doctors since I've a really bad condition with no cure for it. I've tried to get help or get on medicaid at least to I find a job but I'm screwed. Asking my mom for help,,, well that's a complete waist of time since she's an *** no really she is.. she doesn't cook, or buy food( canned goods, junk food, and cakes doesn't count) or even help me clean up ( have to ***** at her to even give me a hand with stuff like washing the clothes yeah I wash mine but I have to wash her shitty ones too and it's pisses me off cause if not they go dirty for like weeks at a time.) She constantly complains that "I dont have money cause I gotta pay bills" Well it's her damn fault she's the *** who gave away her money to jerks, let her perfectly good home get foreclosed cause the ******* bills were too high ( if you consider $500 a month too much for a 4 bedroom home ...) Talking to her is not way of getting around it she's ******* stupid and I feel i'm growing more dumb and stupid each and every second I'm around her. Moving out is not an option.... I have property in my name more than the state will allow ( to receive gov't housing) so ya... and I don't have a job so I'm screwed on that. I don't talk to my family like that since they got pissed that I was going to college and as for friends, I don't have any ( ya it's said but how do you keep friends when you're parents are disgusting lazy *** people and only wanna drink and **** )
Now I have had a few job offers but the thing is I don't have anything to wear to these job interviews and I cannot wear the same **** i wore to high school 2 years ago( jeans and a sweatshirt cause I'll be ****** over forevers.. I don't have any salvation army or any other charity based clothing store in the area ( the only one thats here is never open and it doesn't have alot of nice things in or around my size) there are others but in nearby towns like maybe 10-30 miles away and I'll have to give my mom like $40 for gas and I don't have that much to toss around cause I don't even have a job yet..
So I'm pretty much screwed over to the fullest unless I can get some answers on how to fix my issue ( and please no comments about praying or things will get better or stop downing yourself, i pray and I dont down myself all the time just right now I'm pissed off and i have nowhere to go so ya)
K Thanks ! :x