Sex Advice for a Christian Teen Girl? Help please!?
Okay, so I am fifteen and have a pretty intense sex drive.. Like, no matter how I try and control it, it's crazy. It's all I think about. I try not to lust, I've prayed over it, but it's so hard, I just can't stop lusting. And half of me wants to abstain from intercourse or oral sex until I am married. But the other half of me, the half that just wants to have non stop sex with my boyfriend of 3 months (whom I've had a thing with for 7 though), is growing stronger every day.. I know I do things I shouldn't, like make out and grope and stuff but that helps to satisfy me just enough to gain some self control, you know? Like if I didn't do that, my hormones would just like explode inside of me it feels like. This is awkward, but I also masturbate a couple times a week too just to control it. I don't know what's wrong with me, my hormones are so intense. I know this also because my period is insanely heavy, as in I'm bedridden (or, in better word, tub ridden for hours in like skin boiling temperature water for my severe cramps). I need some Christian advice for this. My sex drive has already caused me to make mistakes, like sending topless pictures to my boyfriend, and recieving pictures from him. but I've talked this over with him (he's Catholic, I'm Pentecostal) and we have decided to stop with that disgusting thing. I've repented on that. I just need help to control myself, I feel like I'm unnaturally hormonal cause it's mostly all I think about.. Help me! I don't want to give up my purity, or what's left of it!