Why do I get depressed for no reason?
This has been happening for a long time and recently its gotten to the point where I get so sad out of nowhere that I get suicidal. I will be sitting there in class or at home and all of I sudden I start to get really depressed and I want to be alone in my room. When I was younger it was never that bad and what used to happen is that I would look back on really happy memories and get really sad that I will keep on getting older as time goes on and that we only are given one childhood to learn and grow and it makes me just want to relive the memories over and over. I am seeing a therapist but I don't feel comfortable telling her that I get depressed like this and I really hate her she just makes me stressed. Can somebody please help me with these overwhelming feelings?