I hate myself sometimes?
I'm 16. I have nothing going for me. I'm just and ugly, fat, lazy slob. I've tried so hard to eat less and lose weight, but I have no self control and I think I might have a binge eating disorder because I'm ALWAYS eating. I feel horrible about myself. I have friends, but they'd rather be with their boyfriends, or they have other groups of friends where I don't fit in. And I feel jealous because they are all gorgeous and skinny and have loving boyfriends or at least guys that like them, and I'm just the ugly, fat, friend that they come to for advice even though I've never had a relationship. I'm tired of being that person. I would like to try and reinvent myself over the summer. Please help me hate myself less. Any advice? Please, I need your help. I'm tired of being the fat friend everyone pitied.