How can I let go of my past and forgive myself?
Many years ago I did things that I'm ashamed of, things that if my family knew it would rip them apart. I can't stop thinking about it and I live in terror that I will be found out one day. I trying to forgive myself, tell myself I'm not the same person, but I live with a constant knot in my stomach. I see a psychiatrist and we're working on medication but it's not helping yet. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.