Anonymous
Ask for help, no matter what.
You know this doesn't get better if you ignore it.
Tell a friend, talk to your doctor, and ask your doctor for help finding an holistic practitioner. Often when people start on anti-depressants, they can go through a phase where they are actually more likely to feel suicidal,and you may need help getting through that. Ask for help in finding adjunct treatments in addition to the medications. But ASK FOR HELP
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tara
therapy may help or testing out different medications. don’t give up and do things you enjoy to distract yourself in the mean time