I feel guilty for spending my own money?
Im not broke. Im not scraping by day to day barely. I get paid bi weekly and is never broke by the time of my next check. I just order online and all these boxes delivered to my residence is kinda embarrassing me in front of my family. I found this site called Poshmark and i do all my online shopping there. The issue is that you are purchasing from different ppl so unless you order from the same person, every order is a different box a different day. I have five over the next two weeks pretty much. I feel so ashamed-i am materialistic. Buying things that i think will make me look good makes me feel good and i could use that after a bad breakup. A boost of confidence. Its not like i dont still buy groceries, put gas in the cars, get them washed at U Washes weekly, purhase cat food, litter, cat treats, pay a small phone bill, and still give money to all three of my parents. Idk if its in my mind that this is an issue or if i think they think i have a problem but how to curve my shopping habits??