Night terrors out of control can you please interpret this night terror?

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It started out with me loosing my foot which was not that alarming to start.

I had to meet this mutant beast which was the size of a bear which also used black magic or telepathy. I was to cross a portal and I would have my foot back by this beast and it would erase my memories.

It came into my room as I slept and sat on its hind legs with its hands in the air to the side growling and gurgling waiting for me.

I wouldnt come to it. It wanted to kill me. I could tell. Then it used its " magic?" To pull me out without touching me.

This is about when the terror begins

Thats when i had a true psychedelic experience. Everything went colorful, my vision turned into bars and then slow motion during which i had a talk with a bush creature that asked me " which people id kiss right now and I gave them 3 names

This is where it gets terrifying.

I was sent back through the portal. 
Instead of having my foot fixed, the beast had severed my hands and mended my fingers to my toes as if the tip of my fingers were mended into my toes.

I could feel the weight of them flopping. 
Blood squirted everywhere as the mends split a little. I began to scream and beg for help. I was screaming while blood was shooting everywhere.

This was extremely vivid. I could feel and see and remember everything.

I woke up sweating

For some reason every night and most of my life i have been having night terrors.

Pythagoras · Accepted Answer

I'm not an expert on dream interpretation, but based on some of your other questions, I'll take a stab it it.

You have stated before that you are a masochist.  It's possible that the severing of your foot represents your curiosity to it.  It represents a pain, but you are comfortable with it.

The beast represents your descent into that lifestyle.  It is pulling you towards it, and that path is uncertain.  I would also guess that you are probably submissive too, so it represents a loss of control.  You are in a position where you are vulnerable.  I think the act of giving the bush 3 names of people you'd kiss indicates that it is intruding into areas that are very personal and secretive.  It is a submission of your intimate self.

The terrifying part is a series of events where your pursuit of this lifestyle has gone horribly wrong.  You are broken, confused, bleeding.... and it has come at the cost of control and intimacy.

As terrifying as the terrors may be, remember they are not reality.  You are in control of your destiny if you do choose.

Just curious... How old are you?

Night terrors out of control can you please interpret this night terror?

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