Night terrors out of control can you please interpret this night terror?

It started out with me loosing my foot which was not that alarming to start. 

I had to meet this mutant beast which was the size of a bear which also used black magic or telepathy. I was to cross a portal and I would have my foot back by this beast and it would erase my memories.

It came into my room as I slept and sat on its hind legs with its hands in the air to the side growling and gurgling waiting for me.

I wouldnt come to it. It wanted to kill me. I could tell. Then it used its " magic?" To pull me out without touching me. 

This is about when the terror begins

Thats when i had a true psychedelic experience. Everything went colorful, my vision turned into bars and then slow motion during which i had a talk with a bush creature that asked me " which people id kiss right now and I gave them 3 names

This is where it gets terrifying. 

I was sent back through the portal. 

Instead of having my foot fixed, the beast had severed my hands and mended my fingers to my toes as if the tip of my fingers were mended into my toes. 

I could feel the weight of them flopping. 

Blood squirted everywhere as the mends split a little. I began to scream and beg for help. I was screaming while blood was shooting everywhere. 

This was extremely vivid. I could feel and see and remember everything. 

I woke up sweating 

For some reason every night and most of my life i have been having night terrors.