Eden

For instance i am into autoerotic asphyxiation. Which is restricting the oxygen to the head and it amplifies the moment.  I have been experimenting with getting the timing right but he wont so it leaves me to do it alone.

I am into the dominance and the feeling. He is into soft core stuff and I am into hardcore extreme because i was raped and I ended up having some sort of stockholm like syndrome. 

So, i am worried he wont ever open up and try fun things. Will it work out for us in the long run if he doesnt?

I am always in the bathroom. 

It makes me think about all the times i had recently and all the things i could do. 

How am i supposed to stay away from bathrooms? 

I am into scarification and I do my own. 

Many people have mistaken it for self harm but i am not a sad person. I do not want to end it or hurt myself at all. Im actually very happy. 

Anyways, i need to go to a dermatologist to have a mole checked. There are fresh scars all over my thighs. 

Will they report me even if i tell them its just body mod scarification i do at home?

Im not sure why people are ruining lives and destroying a country over a virus with a 99.7 survival rate when if MRSA gets on you it will start eating your flesh. 

I seen someone get it on their face and it ate their flesh away to the skull. This individual was homeless so the wounds were infested with maggots. 

MRSA is a " super bug "

I had it one time on my stomach from a friend who had it. I did not touch them just something of theirs. 

It burrowed 7 inches across my stomach. 2 inches deep and the wound was full of puss constantly. 

I was told if it got into my blood i could be at risk of dying very easily. The docs said mine was heading towards my blood stream

Basically I have this script I never took and they are constantly begging me for one or a few. I told them NO. 

Anyways I am getting sick of it. 

Can I call the cops and make them finally stop? 

How to gather the evidence against them? 

It started out with me loosing my foot which was not that alarming to start. 

I had to meet this mutant beast which was the size of a bear which also used black magic or telepathy. I was to cross a portal and I would have my foot back by this beast and it would erase my memories.

It came into my room as I slept and sat on its hind legs with its hands in the air to the side growling and gurgling waiting for me.

I wouldnt come to it. It wanted to kill me. I could tell. Then it used its " magic?" To pull me out without touching me. 

This is about when the terror begins

Thats when i had a true psychedelic experience. Everything went colorful, my vision turned into bars and then slow motion during which i had a talk with a bush creature that asked me " which people id kiss right now and I gave them 3 names

This is where it gets terrifying. 

I was sent back through the portal. 

Instead of having my foot fixed, the beast had severed my hands and mended my fingers to my toes as if the tip of my fingers were mended into my toes. 

I could feel the weight of them flopping. 

Blood squirted everywhere as the mends split a little. I began to scream and beg for help. I was screaming while blood was shooting everywhere. 

This was extremely vivid. I could feel and see and remember everything. 

I woke up sweating 

For some reason every night and most of my life i have been having night terrors. 

Everyone is talking about preparing for an EMP and Iran said they just developed a new missle and they named it after Soleimani after they swore to get us back. 

Here is an article that has a lot of information. 

Its a little freaky but I was wondering your take. 

https://offgridsurvival.com/iranempattack/

When I bought it i tried canceling it but i received the product and decided to keep it. 

Ive tried contacting the company 3 times but no response. Should i get in contact with ebay? 

Im not trying to scam anyone and i messaged the company telling them 3 times to make things correct.

Ive been to the ear doctor and they have flushed them out which feels amazing. I want to do it at home but I am not sure if that method is safe for someone not trained to do at home?

It was their property but they videod me and photographed me while i was sleeping after a night of drinking. 

My boyfriend and I have a thing for safe sex or condoms. We never use condoms usually but sometimea we do when we want to do weird things. 

So basically we are looking for super thick condoms that wouldnt allow him to feel anything. 

I know i can donate my blood and bone marrow. Can I donate my bones incase someone needs them? Please let me know. Thanks guys 

Trump says he is going to use the US Military to vaccinate us. I say that we vaccinate them if they try chasing us with needles nobody wants! 

Vaccines are dangeroous. 

And if you take them it just proves

It makes people retarted 

Which is better?

Diablo https://youtu.be/Ve_EfX7hEME

Infinity888 https://youtu.be/eEYO0rKL6vk

Both are dope

I have a thing with getting cut during intimate time. Well i love the way it comes out and the way it looks blossoming out of the cut our running from a cut down in between my toes. 

See i have not exposed this yet to my bf so i have nowhere else to talk about this. Does anyone else?