My grandmother is my best friend, and she just passed away. Any way to process this better?
I feel like I'm dying inside. She was one of the only family members I have a good relationship with. We have been best friends and attached at the hip since I was a young girl. She always referred to me as "twin" because we looked so much alike. Losing her is like losing a huge chunk of my heart.. I've never lost anyone this close to me, and I can't stop crying to the point where my eyes are hurting and swollen. I know death and loss is a part of life, but I have no idea how to process or deal with this big of a loss. I'm desperate here..
Not the place for that kind of help? But it's the place for people to ask literally every other question? If you're on here answering questions, it should be to help people, not to discourage them from trying to talk about their feelings to a community that was made for just that. Find another platform.