whats wrong with me?

You have issues.

You have not dealt with them.

They are disturbing your serenity, your mind, and your body.

Go see a psychiatrist immediately!

Go to the nearest emergency room if you have nowhere else to go.

And,

Don't go to anymore photo shoots and fencing until you are mentally more stable.

And especially,

DO NOT LISTEN to people who say that you are bipolar, unless they are certified Psychiatrists, and then only when they are prescribing your meds.

If you have been diagnosed with bi-polar which is in face a disease -" dis- ease," meaning just that. You do not mention wether you have been given any medication for this condition. I have had this same illness 22yrs now. Symptoms - Early waking 4 - 5am. Being extremely creative talking all the time usually quite fast (brain racing) seeming to be very happy, but(that is actually cronic depression) and other people cannot see anything wrong with you.I call it the inside out back to front illness. After every high (WHICH MUST BE CONTROLLED WITH PRECRIBED DRUGS) there are the lows, a feeling of total discontentment a extremely unpleasant experience - but with a doctors care, and talking one to one with a CPN contactable through your doctor, and you must ask again and again for help.example :- Nobody notices the little old lady in the corner of the room, who sits there week after week, sometimes nobody even knows her name - WHY because she is so quite and no trouble. Push and keep asking for help YOU WANT.

Remember the only person who can fight for YOU IS YOU.

I have Lithium Carbonate for my medication, it is a slow release drug - it does not always suit every-on. If this illness is not treated

if it very severe, and interferring greatly with your life, IT MUST BE TREATED or in my case, I stop eating, there is no such word as sleep in my life, and you might find this hard to believe but because the illness is an exagerated form of our usual behavior, all our senses our heightened, so we are more likley to start receiving the wrong messages from other people, because we are not balanced at this time. With medication you soon will be able to live a virtually normal life combined with one to one as I mentioned earlier. Learn abouit yourself, study what is happen and when - self-help is vital - after-all nobody knows what is happening more than YOU. If you want to ask me any more questions on this. On your question put the word :-, ANGEL

You have a whole range of problems based mainly on the fact that you have been given too much freedom and are out of control. One by one:-

Exageration, not EVERYONE turns to you for advice and says they will kill themselves, not even nearly everyone. Probably one or maybe two and the reason for that is that you attract friends with the same type of out of control personalities that you have.

Bi-polar. Your tantrums have been allowed and so you are used to getting what you want that way. You should have been given limits.

Drinking. A symptom of your out of control personality, particularly as you ar still under age which means that your parents should have stopped that happening.

Promiscuity. In a womans case maybe a need to be needed and wanted. Hooked on people being hooked on you.

You don't say what you have to call mum and dad, are they too formal requiring mother and father or too informal requiring their first names. In either case a more mainstream attitude from them would have allowed you to indulge yourself less.

Arrogance. The fencing training thing, basically your way of telling us how scared you make people. The fact is that it is only self control that stops people bigger and stronger than you are from hurting you but you mistake that for softness and think you are tough.

Conceit, You need to tell us you are at a photo shoot, so you want to tell us how gorgeous you are.

About finding your sister dead, tragic and terrible though that is, we all die and the chances are that in our lifetime most of us will find some family member dead, it happens but people don't use it as an excuse for unreasonable behaviour.

Seeing your friend hit by a car, that happens too and you don't even say whether the friend was seriously hurt or not, but if they were then they are hurt, not you. Don't try to steal other peoples sympathy.

There is nothing wrong with you, that can't be fixed. You are obviously an intelligent, aware person to be asking for help. You need to learn to say no to people asking you for advice, because you have enough on your plate. If you have been diagnosed with Bi-Polar, perhaps your meds are no longer sufficient. (this is very common). Go see your doctor and look after yourself first!

You know, All Of those Are Because Of What happened to you In Your Past. Think.... What Happened That It mADE YOU Like That? There Must be A reasonable Reason ^^ I know what you Feel But Keep Being yourself and Calm down. And there's One Message I have to remind you. Be careful In what your Drinking. If you Dont check what your Drinking, Its Obvious Something Bad might happen to you!

I suspect a more difficult question for you would be: What is right with me?

You are too young and fragile to be having sex. (Think B-a-b-y...think how sacred life is)

You need to go and do community service - help someone and take your focus Off of yourself. Seek attention this way.

Peace!

ThirstQuencher

Nothing is wrong with you. You're human. If you've been diagnosed with bi-polar depression, I don't think you should be giving anyone that is suicidal advice. Please have them call a suicide helpline or ask them to get some professional help.

I noticed that you think you're not the one controlling your erratic behaviours. Why don't you, until you feel like you know what you're doing, ask a professional to veer you to the safe and right direction?

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