Is it lust or love part 2?

well only you know whether what you are feeling is love or lust. at 17 you are still very young and new to love, but that doesnt mean you cant experience it. however, what you say about your past shows that you have some emotional issues you need to deal with. if you have had very llittle experience with being treated with kindness, respect, affection, etc., then as soon as you find any little bit, you are going to feel so good and so happy. you say this guy is bad, i really dont know what you mean by that. i would be very careful with this relationship, if you have any doubt about his character or morals. im not sure how he treats you or what he does wrong, but i am sure about one thing. its going to be hard for you to find a healthy relationship until you first can love yourself and give yourself all those things you are lacking. i have been through a simliar experience myself, having abusive relationshps, having parents that were very uninvoved and unloving and it wasnt until a long time after that i realized i need to give myself alot of love and nuturing to be in a healthy relationship. i would say if there is any way you can talk to a counselor about the things you have been through it would be really helpful for you. in the mean time, just be wary of things.

u have a good man keep him... but i will say KEEP ur eyes open bcuz things DO change at times