What is the biggest personal loss you have ever experienced?

The murder of my child.

i lost my world! My friend Emilee ment the world to me literally! She ran my life!! I did what she said to do when she said no matter what it was! I saw her everyday and i loved her to death! I would have given m ylife for her i suffered some big losses for her in fights but the point was standin up for her! And i did everything for her and i mean anything! Even the one thing i said that i would never let her do she did! She changed me thats what i said that she could never do and she did it!! But then now she hates me her family hates me and she wont talk to me she wont tell me what is wrong or anything and i was so attached!!!! I mean i take OBSESSION to a whole new level!!! And i went thru a death of her other best friend and my friend with her and her family! I went thru the family times with her and she went thru the famliy abbuse that i went thu!! And we cryed together i cryed for her she cryed and i was just always there and we were bassically eachother's life! And she is still mine and now she is gone and there is nothin that i can do! Its been a year and i dont kow what to do! Is that NOT enough space?? I mean i guess that i dont know! And every song that plays i think of her there is nothin that goes thru my brain that isnt bout her! And that is what i have been thru!!

I lost my husband of 20 years to cancer a few months ago.

My parents and my dog Rocky.

my mother who passed away a few months back.....it stills hurts so much..what about you?

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My mind, but I wasn't using it anyway.