they say pray to god and he will save you?

First and for most Jesus died to save you,you don't have to ask for it,it's already done.Secondly you don't always have to use words to talk to God,He can hear your heart's desires and your deepest intentions,words are just expression of how one feels.Have you ever heard that "actions speak louder then words" well, maybe this is how you talk to God and maybe someday when your life as slowed down you will be able to put those actions into words. God loves you no matter what is said,Got it!

Try writing your thoughts down. You can take as much time as you need. I think God can wait.

It might come out as random thoughts at first, but persevere. Keep writing and you can even edit it later. And when you're ready, you can read it out loud to God or silently.

Good luck.

What that means is that if you think about the imaginary friend and ask it to let you into 'heaven', you will be able to believe that something better happens after life. Nett effect: Zero.

It does NOT mean that in an emergency you have a hotline to being rescued.

It doesn't matter. Turn your thoughts to Him, long enough to think it, even if you can't say it.

have a willing heart first Then try again...