why do i feel so bad?

Well I'm sorry to tell you but your boyfriend has some anger management problems...plus he is taking your relationship for granted; if he push you around and punch you and then you just let him get away with it without making him realize he was wrong for doing it then he's just going to continue to do it...give him the cold shoulder and if he asks whats wrong tell him you don't want him hurting you like that anymore cuz after all you didn't do anything wrong; you were just doing some little flirting but he wasn't feeling it...maybe something is bothering him that is causing him to act this way; idk...maybe you should ask him what's the matter and see what he says...if he continues to act this way maybe you should get out of the relationship because its just going to be an abusive relationship; maybe even turn to the police for help because you don't deserved to be treated that way.

I wish you g'luck and hope that was helpful!

I don't know why you feel badly. Maybe you're sad at knowing that he turned out to be a dirtbag. Maybe you're sad at the idea of breaking up. Maybe you're sad that you wasted so much time on a loser. Just be glad you didn't end up married to him!

its hard to let go i am not saying you need to let go. but i was with a girl for over 2 years and it was just not there anymore i dont know why but it was gone and it was so hard to let go that i just stayed and it only got worse and harder to let go

He doesn't know how to play that way. If it isn't worth it then don't waste more time. Life is short, and the healing process takes time.

Oh, how awful for you!

i don't know but i think one of you is crazy...