What would you do?

I felt that way when I got a job, I did what i thought was best and my wife was there for me, I'm missing the kids growing up, but It was something I wanted, if he would except you doing it for 5 months and you want the change and feel you have to then try it and see how it go's the first time around. I really wish you guys the best.. can I have a loan? I'm a good payer backer...lol

I would remember that "absence makes the heart grow fonder, of someone else." It's time to grow up. You can find a loving relationship around every corner. Make it REALLY meaningful. When you really love someone you cannot stand to be separated from them. Maybe he is part of the change you want. Answer that honestly to yourself and decide from there. If it would 'make you happy' to be separated from him for five months you shouldn't be asking this question. You should be asking "am I walking away from a very loving relationship, and if so, why?"

Well. it's up to you. But do it with honesty. If you know what i mean. Give him the trust that he gave to you. Later when you come back then marry this man of yours.

you should find another man who love you indeed , do not care the past that we had some mistakes.

Go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111