i need really really alot of help?

Here's to you for knowing what you want!

You are in luck! Most (if not all) pre-college/ "community college" programs are two years long. That is great that you think you've have found the woman of your dreams. It is also great that you are investing in your own future and unleashing your potential by going to college! You sound like a smart person and if you keep your eyes on what you want and are willing to be patient, I don't think you need to worry about messing things up with this girl. Best of luck with the relationship and your future endeavors. God Bless!

Yes certainly, I day dream at all times and whilst I look to be targeted and listening, I'm most effective faking. I believe loopy at all times...what if I had been a puppy? What if timber might speak? Do you believe daylight has cognizance? What are we able to do to make society extra sincere of their monetary dealings? Have we ever lived earlier than? What occurs once we die? Does ESP exist surely or are folks simply being silly and pretending? What might I do if I had 1 bucks? How might existence be special if I hadn't performed anything or yet another decades in the past? As you'll see, I'm by no means bored. I can believe of hundreds of thousands of matters to day dream approximately at any given time. If I appear coherent, its most effective due to the fact that I've found out to false it good through the years. I'm now not quite being attentive to tv, the film or to the folks speakme round me. I'm taking into account at all times and thats why I LOVE being on my own almost always. I get so a lot more performed whilst I'm now not afflicted by way of different folks's small speak and shallow conclusions. I've spotted that folks who believe they have got gotten the whole thing all discovered and understand all of the solutions are the folks who do not quite understand some thing in any respect. When I desire a well snort, I pay attention to folks babble approximately matters they understand not anything approximately. When I desire a well snort, I pay attention to myself believe too. Its really a laugh and why I all of the sudden snort out loud approximately what looks to be not anything in exact. Ahhh the anomaly of existence. Its really fascinating quite. I like to socialise just a bit however most commonly I LOVE having a pipe dream. Its my favourite passion. Contemplating the unanswerable. No cash in it despite the fact that. Psychologists have observed that I'm now not loopy due to the fact that I'm very conscious and in manage of what I believe, say and do and I speak like I believe and act like I speak. I'm now not compulsive approximately any exact despite the fact that or motion. I've involved approximately being special for decades however as I age, I fear approximately it much less and no more however of direction it crosses my brain and I often don't forget. "What if I'm loopy? What do folks who're identified as mentally sick believe approximately? How might we habits a research on that? Will we ever invent a system of studying folks's minds? If so, who might track the desktop and who might be the unltimate pass judgement on of sanity? What if the sane folks are loopy and the loopy ones are sane? How are we able to understand for definite what's truth? What if once we're conscious, we're simply dreaming and once we are dreaming we're quite conscious? Can we quite turn out some thing?" Mind bending strategies consistently however I do not get head aches, I supply them..haha. DO I DAYDREAM??? WHAT AN UNDERSTATEMENT!!! :)