I think I am scaring people away...?

ahh emo get away from me

I'm not sure why you would be scaring people away, because they wouldn't know would they?

But anyway, I think this habit of yours just shows that you're extremely observant, and you notice small details on how people react. I enjoy doing that sometimes to people who look interesting or special; and if some small detail bugs me, I tend to write it down, and 'study' that person more.

Ah don't worry, I torture little insects too.

You'd make a great FBI Agent if you keep files on people. I think it's a cool hobby ;)-I don't think it's a bad idea. However, if you want relationships to flourish, you'll have to get rid of the tendency of torturing little insects. People might get repulsed by it.

This is seriously not healthy behaviour. With you folder you're trying to gain control over something no-one has control over. You're trying to get a grip on the unpredictability of people and situations.No one controlls this and the sooner you realise it the better.As cliche as it sounds, sometimes you have to just go with it and not be afraid. you can't be afraid of what you don't know coz It hasn't happened yet! and there's honestly no way for you to tell regardless of your folder and calculations.

As for murder fantasies....SEEK HELP.

This doesnt sound serious to me though,just fantasies.But i'd suggest a phsycologist, NOW if theres any possibility that you'll act on them.

don't listen to the other wankers here saying ur just emo, they're just too F*&king stupid to respond with any kind of meaning.

what's so psychopathic about analyzing people? i think you want to be crazier than you are. there is a difference between sociopaths and sociologists, and you don't sound like the first one. we all think of killing people, and i hardly count the death and torture of an insect as relevant. just be yourself. no one should ever change anything about themselves, and logic should never be sacrificed.

I have a friend similar to you that i have known for 15 years. He also does that except his was not on paper and he is a genius. He scarred people away until he realized it was making him miserable and ran the love of his life away. That was a huge wake up call for him. So I suggest to change your ways.

Your behaviors towards people are extremely invasive and have no place in one on one relating. You will never have intimacy, always being critical of others. Try the same on yourself. If you do,.you'll want to jump out of your skin forever.

Hmm, interesting question. Maybe you are a paranoid schizophrenic....do I know you? ha ha You need to relax a bit, maybe a bit of therapy would help. Do you date, have friends, are you married? phycho-therapy will help you conquer your demons

Hmmm not to sure, all i can say is you have a bit of spare time... eh!

Try not being so er.. over the top.

if you have thoughts of harming yourself or others you need to get help my friend before you do something you regret