Loving too much?

A bit of a background: I broke up with my fiance some 6 months ago, ending an 8 year relationship. Outside circumstances coupled with both of us dealing with stresses differently caused us to grow in different direction. In the end, I felt like I had a room-mate that I happened to share a bed with. Realising this, I also realised that it would be cruel to both of us to continue. I was snappy and irritated at the time, and he deserved a woman who loved him as much as he loved me.

Burried underneath this, were feelings I had for another guy. I tried to be good, tried to kill the emotions but they remained over 7 years and little face to face contact. We are so very eminently compatible. Being with him feels like finally coming "home" and being apart leaves me aching. It's like my entire being sings when he's near me.

I'm not used to feeling so strongly about *anything* and it scares me a little. I am working to not let the depth of my feelings leak through, and so far succeeding. But