I think I have a weird eating disorder

I don't diagnose disorders, but work with clients suffering from them. You should see a doctor asap... the damage you are doing to your body, metabolism, self-esteem, etc, will have lasting effect if you don't deal with it immediately. If you once had anorexia, it has just switched to a different form of controlling behaviors. (by the way, "behaviors" are things we do, actions. they aren't judgements)

I know you said you can't afford a clinic, but do you have medical insurance coverage? You will need professional help coping with this issue.

Hello,

I’m 17 years old and I’ve got learned about this in heath class, you have an eating disorder for sure!

I strongly suggest you pick up a copy of Canada’s food guide ant eat exactly what it tells you to for you’re age! Also exercise is great for you’re body how ever it needs the right amount of fuel and you’re not giving it enough!

You’re body will get really weak and just slowly shut down if its not been treated right

Please help you’re self and do as I’ve instructed.

Also cardio work outs are ok to do as much as you can handle! But mules work out must only be done 3 times a week keep that in mind!

My advice is to seek professional help with a counselor. Yes, it will cost you some money but it is worth it in the long run. While I am no expert on eating disorders, I do feel you are still in the grips of anorexia. Certainly eating a balanced diet of healthy food will help with your weight, but it will unlikely do anything to control your obsessive thoughts. I'd be curious to know the onset of your eating disorder and what was happening in your life at the time.

If you want to change your life, seek a competent therapist.

you aren't eating enough at all. there is no way that you can have the energy for the day, if you don't have a healthy diet. just because you eat more doesn't mean your going to get fat, and working out that much can cause health problems. if you eat little bits throughout the day, you curb your cravings and you wont be hungry. and it is very unhealthy to eat until you feel full. start looking at healthy diets, and things you should eat, and make sure you eat protein, otherwise your going to end up in the hospital, and not be able to do anything for yourself, and possibly die.

It's a disorder called pica and he most likely has a developmental disorder (retardation) or psychiatric disorder (autism or schizophrenia) and his parents should be concerned. He could end up eating something that could poison him or choke him and then he would die. He should be evaluated by a psychiatrist.

money can't be an issue.

my aunt was liek this, my mother, and myself.

you need to go, this is your life.

this isn't about money, trust me, you don't see it now, but you can die from this.

it has happened and very well could be you next.

i'm not trying to scare you but think about your family, could you stand knowing how much pain you'll put them through when you all the sudden die and they find out you have been doing this to yourself?

i didn't see why it was such a big deal when i was doing what you were. i knew there was a little problem, and that it wasn't normal to be this obsessive but i didn't want to go to the hospital, and my family didn't have alot of money.

but you nkow what i did it, and i went through the treatment and my life is great again.

please don't compare money with your life.

You remind me of my sister who was in abusive relationship. All she does is drink coffee and watch her weight. I know she needs a psychiatrist, but she won't go. She just keeps going through the men and the coffee. Maybe you are overly obsessed with yourself. Try concentrating on other people for awhile and burn that energy on them and their needs. But see a doctor. That can't be healthy.

You are very smart in asking and seeking for help. There is help for you.

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It think 3 good meals on time and get hungry in between with no exceptions is a good policy. perhaps a bowl of cereal at bedtime for a snack.

Dear girl / boy you need to see a doctor now. You are clearly not eating enough and exercising far too much.