Anal complications, anyone ?

Yesterday, I fooled around with a fuckbuddy of mine, and I had a little accident when he was doing me from behind , well, actually, it was a freaking big accident, I had had an enema beforehand to make sure everything would get cleaned down there, but it wasn't very efficient on

me, I don't wanna get into details, I already feel enough shame right now, my friend didn't say anything when it happened, he just took out the stained bed sheet to get it washed while I was at the bathroom swearing at myself and feeling like ****, I felt so ashamed and frustrated ... I decided I'm not having any more anal sex for the rest of my life, it's not worth it at all, I know those things happen to lots of people, but I don't want have something like this happen to me again, enough is enough ... no more anal sex, people can get off otherwise, right ?

What would you guys do, when anal sex seems to get so effing gore and disgusting, eww!!!

**hating myself now**