Life sucks.. Nothing to live for, ect...?

Ok....well its really not so bad, you just have things blown way out of perspective a bit. Everything that youve mentioned can be fixed but what mostly needs fixin is your outlook. Sounds like youve got an abrasive personality which people tend to misunderstand. It happens to me all the time, I just bite my tounge more and try to keep my comments to myself. I think what you really need is to reinvent yourself. Thats not gonna be easy since your in school right now and people have already made up their minds about you. Forget about them, put em in the past. Eventually youll be moving on to college or work and will never see any of them again so its good that they dont matter. I felt all the same things you do now when I was your age. I reinvented myself by getting a part time job and making new friends at work. I had money in my pocket so I felt better about myself. And I could afford to do more things like concerts and movies. I also bought alot of cooler clothes. Maybe you could give yourself a goal to earn money torwards like buying a car. If you had a car people would want to hang out with you even if you were an azzhole. So forget about people at school - that ship has sailed, kids are cruel and once they make up their minds about you its gonna be hard to change it. Focus on getting a job and make new friends there that dont go to your school or know you. Then you can make up anything about the kind of person you want to be and your new friends wont know any different unless what you tell them. When I was going through what you are, I read alot of books. Alot. It helped give me things to talk about when I did have the opportunity. Some authors you might want to check out are: Hunter Thompson, Kurt Vonnegut, Douglas Adams. Cool guys, great stories.

As far as sleeping goes, you just have too much on your mind - youre totally stressed out over your situation. Youll start sleeping better once you get your issues resolved. Its just a touch of insomnia.

Good luck with the new you. Youre gonna have to do something to fix things or they are just gonna stay the same. Dont be a whiner - be a winner!!!!!

I can see where you are coming from. Don't give up on yourself. Ever thought that maybe your "friends" are the ones with the problem? My friends and I make fun of each other all the time, but, really, all of us know it is just a joke. Maybe you could try with a fresh start somewhere - talk to your parents and see about a change of scenery. Get some new friends.

Also, try searching online for some type of interesting hobby - there definitely is something for everyone. Maybe the reason you have such problems is because you think too much about what you do wrong and don't focus enough on what you potentially could do...

live for the little things in life. there are many things to live for, you just have to find them. :] as for hobbies, keep trying. you miss 100% of the shots you dont make.....meaning, go for what you want or you will never know what might of happened. believe me...i know about the private school situation, i go to one that has less than 200 people (including k-5 to 12th grade) we dont even have a girls' basketball team!! try other thigs around your community. as for girls...dont worry about it, you will find one, and whenn you do, it makes everything you suffered for a whole lot better. study more. there is something to do.

you might have sleeping problems because of your inactiveness.

i dont believe your an idiot, i just think your too lazy to study the right way. just be nice and show people that your not mean or a jerk (it helps if you cut out the sarcastic crap/ ''jokes'' some people are more sensitive than others) you sound like a nice guy, so go out into the world and live a little!!

God Bless

Now, here's the thing:you are a pathetic loser. You expect too much from life and it appears you have suicidal tendencies.

Three pieces of advices:1) Never expect anything from anyone; not love, not friendship, specially not trust.

2) If everyone thinks that you are a jerk, so be it. Let people think and say whatever they want to, you just be yourself.

and 3) You're an idiot. You are only in the 10th grade. No matter what sort of a person you are, sooner or later you will find a group of people who understands you, and you find activities you enjoy.

You are only allowing yourself to be miserable just by thinking that you actually are. So stop thinking that right now.

i know you said dont give me religion but that is the answer i promise you. trust me ive been there ive gone through having no friends and being lonely. ive been through depression ive been through that. and i know it hurts and it sucks but a lot of those problems can he healed and helped my god. one thing a lot of people do is know religion in there head and not there heart. you may be a christian, but do you act like one? do you serve? do you have a relationship with god? and when i say that i mean do you know god as a friend, as someone who will never let you down, never judge you, never hold anything against you, will always understand, wont care what you have done or what you are doing because he is there to be with you to forgive you to help you. and the only way you can experience that is if you really give it a try. you may go to church every sunday but that doesn't mean that you know god in your heart. i have gone from not knowing him to knowing that he will help me through everything. if you want out of your misery then try this,... i promise if you ask god to be in your life and live in your heart he will change your life. if your really that down and sad then i would at least read this and give it a try. i would bet a million+ dollars that if you say a simple prayer to god tonight and mean it in your heart then he will change your life.

Get over yourself.

OR (if you don't like that advice)

Go out and visit the rest of the world.

Instead of worrying about stupid problems like you, many residents of other countries have to focus more on mere survival.

ohmy. well talk to people online.

find girls who are NOT from ur school.

find someone who would encourage you to move on.

what about your family?

:D ill pray for you.

dont worry. little things in life are what u should pay attention to.

:] go buy a pet

nothing to live for?what about your family?

so what if you don't have any "friends" or "girlfriends"?

you still have your family.

about you failing?try harder,go to tutor.

about you teasing people?say sorry&really mean it.

about your hobbies?find something you love to do&keep doing it.

this seems like a problem you could easily fix, it's just too "boring" for you

get some help

I added you, maybe you can e-mail me if you feel like sharing with someone..?