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Do we all have spirit guardians? even really bad people?

I suffer from anxiety and depression (depression runs in the family),

I get times where I feel so low I think "What is the points of being on earth. Did angels just dump me on earth to watch me suffer?"

So living with anxiety and stuff makes one feel lousy all the time,

and when I think about it I've never really happy about life.

Sometimes I feel like trying to ask whatever guardians may be there to help me cope but feel like the don't want to listen or don't even exsist.

Sometimes I feel like they think I'm a bad person. But I'm not bad, I've never killed or beaten anyone up, and I never judge others.

Though others have been quick to judge me, and that could be part of why I feel lousy about myself "They see it so it must be true""

I died twice at birth and was in hospital for my first month of life and almost didnt survive then, but somehow I fought to live.

I'm only mid 30's but I feel like my life is a waste, and I can't work because of medical problems.

My mother says I'm on earth just to be myself, but inside I feel like there is more out there that I can't reach.

When I really think about it I feel there are guardian angels there and they are telling me to wait, but wait for what?

Why can't they see I'm not happy? Some days I just wish I could leave my physical body and be free, but that would mean death, and though I have thought about suicide I don't think I really want to die.

I'm getting to the point were I'm wondering if meditation or whatever would help me connect to the guardians. But then it feels like I'm desperate or something.

Please don't think I'm a mental, it's the depression and negative thoughts that convince me I'm useless and wierd.

(Whew that was a real load off my mind. I can't believe I came out with so much. I hope it gave a good read though)

Btw do really bad people like serial killers and such have angels?

or are they destined to go to Hell?

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  • Jill
    Lv 6
    1 decade ago
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    I'm sorry you feel so bad.

    Yes there are angel spirits that can help us, but sometimes it's difficult for us to feel their prescence, or for their guidance to come through to us, if we are feeling very depressed or negative.

    They operate, and vibrate, on a higher level to us and sometimes the connection can be weak if we are cloaked in depression.

    And yes meditation could help you, but it might take a while to have a good effect.

    May I make what might seem a strange suggestion? There is a spiritual energy that can cut through whatever layer of depression or negativity is there within you, and it can do it very quickly.

    It is called the Violet Flame. It is part of the 7th Ray and it's purpose is to burn up all negativity within a person's bodies. Your physical body, mental body, emotional body, spiritual body.

    It is very easy to call on the Violet Flame and it is very powerful. You will feel the difference within a few hours. You just need to practice using it for 7 minutes each day to feel a real difference in your state of mind.

    I know you probably haven't heard of it and do not believe me when I say it can help you so much. But you have nothing to lose.

    It works on a cellular, atomic, molecular level. It will literally transmutes all negativity energy that you have within you on all levels of your being.

    Have a look at this website, it will tell you all about it, and there are links on the left of the page to Invocations you can use to draw the Violet Flame down to you.

    http://www.tsl.org/violet/violetflame.asp

    Make sure you say the Invocations out loud as it gives the process more power.

    I hope you give it a 5 minutes try. That is all you will need to see how quickly it works.

  • 1 decade ago

    Suffering is pandemic. Your concerns are normal.

    Spiritual guardians are referred to in different ways from faith to faith, so I wouldn't be surprised if we all have them.

    What causes us a lot of suffering is the concept of self. No, not selfishness, but the idea that ourselves and others are alienable. When we realize that the only thing in us that is true is that inner light--life--we see that there are no bad people only false perceptions.

    If we were them, we would be them. Dig?

    I believe the purpose of life is to live in the present moment--truly in this moment--because the past is just a memory and the future is only a daydream.

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