does anyone else have a family?

like mine?absolutely so full of ****. i have 5 sisters,2 brothers and a half bro. the half bro is not a problem but the rest of them are trying to cover up some stupid game they play where they blame me for our mums death from cancer in 2005.she had been ill for a while before diagnosis and i know this because she used to ask me for some of my strong pain killers i had been prescribed for a back problem.when i told mum to go to the doctors,she wouldnt.she really was a stubborn woman in every sense.the rest of my family(mostly the eldest ones- all girls0 seem to think its my fault that she is dead,when in fact i never once forced her to smoke any of the 20 - to 30 cigs a day that she did even after having pnuemonia more than once and other serious illnesses. once i visited mum and she was lying on her sofa barely able to speak and looking decidely rough,iasked her if she had phoned her doc and of course she hadnt. she told me that my second eldest sister had just left and i was amazed that she hadnt phoned doc on mums behalf. i didnt want to upset mum by insisting she saw the doc and didnt know who the doc was anyway,so i phoned my eldest sister who came straight over.she also recognised mum was really ill and phoned the doc who came out and sent for an ambulance.the 2nd eldest sister always acted as if she was the favourite and cared more about mum than the rest of us,so why the **** didnt she ring the doc.?all but 2 of my 7 immediate siblings have acted like i was to blame and especially the ***** who purported to care so much have been waging a silly little game of lets punish me ever since.the fact of the matter is that her husband is a complete and utter crooked cretin who owed my mum money (mum put up bail and solicitors fees for 2nd sis's hubby when he was in big trouble with the law) and then 2nd sis aked my wife and myself not to tell mum that they were having 1000's of £ worth of work done to their house when they still owed her and my sis had conveniently fallen out with mum.my eldest sister is a neurotic **** who sleeps with almost anything male and acts like she is some kind of high class dame.control freak **** who seems to have an obsession with following me around,buying the same type/colour car etc and generally looking like a very scraggy,sad piece of mutton dressed as best lamb cutlet.******* idiot. sis 3 seems to be neutral but not too sure as she is pally with sis 2 who absolutely hates me and has done since about 1967 when she saw me looking at sis1 getting dressed (i was 6)sis4 is a complete and utter headcase,trying to stay young and whinging "i dont want to be old"whilst holding her flabby fat **** cheeks in as she walks,eating barely anything and pretending she is goldie hawn,pouting permanently-talk about vanity,she had a nose job in 1975 cos she said she couldnt breathe through her nose-bullshit its because nobody(wayne rooney excepted) likes an ugly fucker with a huge conk do they? if this sounds like vitriolic hatred ,it is. because i have put up with their **** for as long as i can remember.sis 5 seems to be ok with me but then again we barely see each other for months at a time. i think inside she probably has to much on her plate to be bothered with any rows etc.bro 1 is an egotistical braggart,self congratulatory bigheaded tosser who thinks he is lord of the manner and that he is untouchable-he has a surprise coming.none of the family really like him and in fact he is such a **** he even told the ex hubby of sis 5's intentions to report him for crimes she knew he was committing .bro 2 who is younger than me is a thief and liar- two faced violent **** who has not got the bottle to face me after he tried to set me up as a grass to the local crooks in his village.the idiot didnt realise that all of his "crooked"friends were in fact setting him up for a fall even after i warned him.i dont claim to be without fault but i definetly am not to blame for our mums demise.mum and me didnt get on particularly well for years but i still loved her even though she drove me mad at times and vice versa. mum told me about 2 years before she died that i hadnt been anywhere near as much bother to her as the other bro's and i have witnesses to that and even though we argued about stupid things she actually told me i was her favourite (she shouldnt really have had one)because of my open honest nature.is this what makes the others so angry,?,they act as if they are superior and treat me like **** and generally always have, in private only putting on a show of amity at family functions etc.what a complete load of bollocks they are. if i had a gun i would gladly shoot the lot of them and if making this statement gets me arrested then so be it.i could scream at them,but this is what they would like and expect me to do,so of course i wont.it obviously winds them up because they just dont seem able to accept that they are fuckwits,and i genuinely wish they were not related to me in any way and i ha