Baby Dream AGAIN!: What does is mean when you dream you're HAVING A BABY?

Last night, I had a baby dream again. The dream went as follows:

I was playing softball in the park at night. It was a church picnic. I remember people coming up to me asking "Is it true?" and "Are you really pregnant?" I got frustrated with the whole scenario so I left the park.

I went to the hospital to see the doctor and he told me that I was about to go into labor. He told me to stay and get ready. Me being the nervous person I am, I called my friend and had her to take me to Kmart. I was going to by myself party supplies for my baby's birth. A good guy friend of mine called and said he heard I was pregnant. He told me he wish that he was the father and if I needed anything to call. He also said he would step in at anytime and be the father if the real one failed.

Suddenly I was back at the hospital on the birthing table. 1,2,3, and my baby was out. It was a girl, and I'd named her something like "Jenica" or something like that. When I went to my room, no one was there to greet me. I had no visitors. I was lonely. I went to the gift shop and bought my own "Congrats, It's a Girl" cake. It was in the shape of pink booties.

Getting board and hungry, I dragged myself down to the hospital dining room. It was like a 5-star restaurant. I saw a few people I know but are not in my circle of friends, yet I sat with them anyway. We laughed and chatted. I soon missed my baby so I went to go see her in the nursery.

When I got to the nursery, she was not there. The asked the nurse where was she. The nurse told me another family wanted to see her. I was highly pissed!!! I scream at her "What kind of hospital is this that your policy allows such b-llsh-t?!?" I ran shuffled down the hall to look for my baby with the little strength I had. I peered into one window. She was there... in a room with ALL my family and friends. I did not go in for whatever reason. My God sisters came out, they were talking about me. "I guess she finally got her baby" or something like that they said. I was standing right in front of them but they breezed past me like I was not there.

I was depressed so I went down to what seemed like an activity room in the hospital. I sat down at a table with two other people. One of them was a famous rap artist. He is my ex-boyfriends favorite artist. We started to play dominoes. I've played the game plenty of times but he told me it was wrong. He mixed dominoes and bid whiz together. I played but lost each time.

Over the loud speaker of the hospital, they paged me. I ran down the hall, something told me it had to do with my baby. When I got to the nursery, I nurse was talking to another nurse standing by my baby. She simply looked at me and said "It's no biggie but we accidentally dropped her." I looked at my baby and you could see her spine. I cried and that how the dream ended.

***NOTE***

I APOLOGIZE FOR THE LONG DESCRIPTION BUT IT IS MY WHOLE DREAM. I'VE BEEN HAVING LONG VIVID DREAMS LATELY. I DON'T KNOW IF ITS MY MIND RUNNING WILD BECAUSE OF RECENT STRESS OR IF IT IS ANXIETY OVER THE POSSIBILITY OF BEING PREGNANT WHICH I FIND OUT IN 2 WEEKS.

if you can help, please do. i really appreciate it. thanks!