I need a dream interpreting?

I know this is long, but your help is much appreciated. Plus, i think it makes quite an interesting read.

So i keep having dreams of this nature repeatedly, i'll go through the most recent one which is a pretty good example.

The dream is very distorted and nonsensical almost with a time-line that jumps alot.

Initially im sat in my living room watching TV with my family when President Roosevelt gives a presidential address (im english), in it he states something along the lines of a nuclear holocaust which is imminent and will wipe out humanity.

At this point panic sets in with the everyone scared except me (not trying to sound macho)

People get up and start moving very quickly, not like running but as if im subject to time having been slowed down for me.

Events for a while are very distorted and i cant remember how it goes.

The next part i remember, im now at my mothers house interacting (i don't know if we talked, hugged etc...)

I then urge her into my car, Its a Red Dodge Caliber.

We discuss driving to a remote location to escape the bombs and set off, driving through houses and other structures, some of which make no sense.

Next thing i know, im in the top of a skyscraper with my dad along with other people who are panicking. There's some kind of booth surrounding a large window overlooking the city scape, its made of Plexiglas's and has 4 people in it. Somehow my dad pushes me in there and disappears.

People attempt to break into the booth through the narrow door as i punch them repeatedly in face through the broken door.

That ends im now looking out the window and every ones calm.

In the distance I see the nuclear explosion and a huge mushroom cloud rise. I think to myself.

"This is it"

and whisper to myself "wow, that's so Beautiful"

The explosion waves through the city destroying every thing, hitting the base of the sky scraper causing it to tremble.

The building then begins to crumble and tilt forwards (towards the explosion). It the completely snaps at the base and topples like tipping a bottle over.

As this happens I hold my arms out and push my chest forward like this>>> http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2240/1803720436_c1d...

we begin to fall and i close my eyes smiling, quite happy about whats happening.

I fell my body hit the ground and i lay there dead, it doesn't hurt when i hit the ground but i can feel my bones break and the impact on my chest. Im like that for a while then i wake up quite shocked/stunned i guess.

Ive been online and stuff, but i cant find anything helpful to be honest. The dream seems quite messed up and i keep having them, which is why i want to find out what they're supposed to mean.

Im an atheist (a dogmatic one)

any help or insight is appreciated. Thanks