Is there anyone willing to give me some great advice.? I really care about him.n dont wanna push him away more?

Ok ive posted a question once b4 on here bout this relationship.. But anyways if u could please help me. no matter how long this is gonna be lol. PLEASE.

Alright ...to start i really care about this guy. we have talked for for a while then lost contact n then somehow started talkin again. after like 3 yrs. well anyways when we first started talkin again he was this dream guy.Sweet as can be n all the good stuff girls would fall n love with. He always would call me. out of no where i wld get random calls from him. n every nite b4 we went to sleep. Then he started comin over like every night to hang out w.me.. n i was always scared of makin the 1st move deal. well...needless to say i regret it. We've never kissed. we have only hugged everytime we see each other n b4 he wld leave. then of course flirted alot. n we held hands.no matter how bad i wanted to make the move i wld get butterflies n hope he wld make the move. well he stopped comin over n callin me like he use to. every once in a while i get to talk on phone with him =/ its just not the same. n he asked if i wld do stuff with him. n i told him. then he asked well how come u dont make the 1st move. n it turnt out he was waitin on the same thing i was. he says he likes me still. but he dont tell me he misses me anymore. n he dont ever come see me or want me to come over. hes always to busy with his buddies. n it hurts cause i really do like him n i just want another chance w.him. now that i kno he was waitin on same thing as me.

another reason y its hard for me to tell him how i feel is cause ive tried b4 n it seemed to jus push him away. as if he dont even care. hes dated like 3 chicks after everything faded with us. n he dont realize it hurts me seein him with them. not only that he called me n said theres something he needed to tell me..even tho he didnt want to cause he was scared i wldnt ever talk to him again. He said I MIGHT BE A DADDY. he knew how bad it hurt me hearing that n when we got off phone he called back to calm me down. we tlked over hour..im goin on vacation for month. n he says he dont want me to go. n that he wants to go with me. n all this. but if he cared as much as he says he does dont u think he wld find time for me again.=/ i donno wat to say to get his attention again n to let him kno i really wanna be with him. i dont want to push him away any more then i already have.Please help!