I feel really depressed,betrayed, and know what anything is anymore?

I need help and i need to talk to someone. I feel depressed. All my mom does is yell at me, cuss me out for no reason and im the only child that helps her around the house, she tells all her friends rumors about me, embarrasses me in public, hits me for no reason, laughs at me when i get rejected and in pain and she wont even let me call my dad and starts yelling. I try talking to her about what she does but she yells at me Well im not perfect! Then i have my older sister. She ignores me, chooses her boyfriend before me, yells at me for things she does, and leaves me at the store on purpose. Then my friends. My next door neighbor (we have been friends for 5 years) tepid my house and said she had a friend over and she was bored so she wanted to ti-pi my house and i had to pick up all the toilet paper, her dog bit my brother and she doesn't even say sorry, she invites the whole neighbor hood to her parties and not me, she was coming with me to ask this guy out and i wanted to fix my hair and she goes no lets go and she was pulling my arm and we looked like we were fighting and i was going to punch her but i wasn't and he looked at us and laughed, and i told her that guy looks hot and she goes up to the guy and goes she thinks ur sexy and he looks at me and yells slut! Im like dude why did u tell him and she is like cause i felt like it. And i was having a sleep over and i asked all my friends and either their grounded or cant come over till they're 15. Like i was waiting for this 1 friend to come over and she was like 3 hours late and i txted her "dude where r u?" and she is like im with my friend. and im like we had a sleep over remember? and she went oh yeah my mom told me i cant go to sleep overs till next year and im like WHAT THE F*CK!!! YOU TELL ME THIS NOW! Then i have my family. all they do is tell on me, spread rumors, and broke my new dirt bike i bought and the store didn't want it back and i told my mom and she tells me to deal with it and the kids r too precious to be punished. And my mom crashed her car and i cant go anywhere on f*ckin summer vacation and when i want to go some where, she goes "no stay here and clean cause i need help" and the kids (ages 12,10,6,5,) play outside.I thought vacations are about taking a break and leaving the house for once I cant take it! I feel like every1 is against me and i didn't do anything wrong! i always help around, im a very humble person, and when i try to talk to sum1 about my problems they tell me whatever or suck it up. The only person i like to talk to is my dad but my mom wont let me call him cause she thinks ill talk sh*t about her to my dad (they r separated and it court for divorce and its really hard on me). Like what can i do? My mom wont get me a councilor, i miss my dad so very much and once i cut my arm cause i cant take it anymore! i don't know what i did to deserve this.what can i do? :(