i seriously just want to die!!!!!?

your in charge of your happiness. pick yourself up, the one with the blame is yourself. forget your bro and your friend. if its to much right now, go to sleep. you'll wake up stronger

Go to your parents. The first poster didn't help at all, but he was wrong. This isn't your typical teen angst. Other teenagers definitely don't think these things that much. The second poster wasn't much better. What he was telling you was to run away from life every time it got too hard or didn't suit you. That's no way to live your life. You need to face life head-on, shoulders squared, hand held by those you love. Life doesn't change for everyone every time they're upset. You have to learn to cope and thrive, to be happy with living YOUR life. And honestly, how many teens can just convince their families to move on a whim? Let's be realistic now.

Go to your parents and consider therapy. Your low self-esteem probably causes you to put a negative light on everything you do, making what you do right wrong and what you mess up even worse. That's the most I can get from what you've said.

Going here to talk to strangers (most of whom have no business giving psychological advice) will not help as much as your parents and/or therapy.

That's the most that can be done for you on this message board.

Keep your head held high

-once_again

I was like you one time and here is what i would say to you...don't give up life is tough for a reason (life is like a video game if there weren't a challenge nobody would want to play) challenges what I hope you realize here babe are only obstacles and without them there would be no people that could reach the top no matter how f*cked up you think you are...trust me babe theres somebody else out there that has made bigger mistakes (think serial killers and rapist wise) problems make life interesting and how you deal with them determines who you are...killing yourself is not the answer because how do we know we won't be continuing our earthly nightmares over into the afterlife if you want help then here is what I would recommend do some research on self development steve pavlina is an amazing person to help you out i used to be just like you depressed and wanting to do from time to time but the thing is you dont HAVE to feel like that you can be better trust me here is one of my own secrets for a good day everyday...I don't have bad days I have bad minutes or bad hours and trust me there is no better way to live anyways I wish you the best of luck and really hope I inspired you too live...life really is a gift when you think about it don't give it up for your problems overcome them and trust me you can overcome them and will never feel better!! (if you want someone to talk to my msn hotmail is- Matt_s_world@hotmail.com)

Hun. You need what one of my friends is doing. A change.

When the opportunity comes, move out. I'm guessing you're in high school? Move to a different state. Somewhere where no one knows you at all. Somewhere to start a new life. Believe me when I tell you it's a very liberating experience!

While you need to exercise patience, it will be worth it in the end. If it's apparent that where you are is not making you happy, that's when it's time to get a fresh start somewhere else. It won't be easy, but it'll be worth it in the end.

You need a personal adventure of self discovery.

Well first things first...Suicide hotline if you're seriously thinking suicide.

That seems simple enough...

but i won't sit here and try to sound like a suicide counsler or anything like that....but if it helps...your life is precious, every hurdle you go through...every up and down makes you a stronger person...and as cliche as that is... it's true..

now you have two choices really.

you can let everything drag you down

or you can take pull up your big girl panties and realize that everything put on you, or what you put on yourself is presented as a challenge, a challenge that, in the end, makes you a better, stronger person.

i only say this because I know what you're going through...

and it will get better ....but in times like these,...you learn how to rely on yourself more than others.

as for ******* things up...well,the solution to that is to change...it's easier said than done. but it can be done with motivation.

But, in a nutshell, friends come and go...your family is your family...but at the end of the day...you're the one staring back in the mirror.

if you're not happy with that person...the only person that can change that and effect your happiness...is yourself.

sometimes we just have to let the **** go to be able to move on and grow.

and if you're christian...or even if you're not...always know God is on your side and has a plan for you.. and with Him, nothing is impossible.

=]

Awww, you sound sweet, I'm not just saying that. Everyone f**ks up. Its just life. You can't help how smart you are, its not intelegence of a person its the intention. Just treat every one nicely and what are they going to think of you, a b***h? I doubt it. Just live for yourself and don't let authorities get a hold of you.

Answer: Adolescence.