insanely weird dream! what does it mean?

So i like this guy named Chris a little bit, and he likes me a little too, but not quite enough to date YET. so yeah. please tell me what you think it means!

i was going to be an actress/model thing, like america's next top model but with actcing not modeling. The people there were really strict and i couldn't talk to anyone at all, no calling and no facebook. i didnt even know if people knew i was there, but i did want to be there. We werent allowed to swear at ALL or we'd be kicked off and yeah. thats beside the point.

SO, i gues it was on like a boat? inside it was like a normal big houseand i thot it was at frist but outside it had a huge deck and it was like on the ocean and was like a boat. So the first elimination i almost got kicked off or whatever, but didnt, and all of a sudden chris was there? like on the boat part? and we hugged and talked wihle we hugged and everything and it was awesome and then it like skipped a few years in advance [idk why i was still on the show]

and the main lady was like evil and i went out side and chris was in likea tux and stuff and she was like 'ok now this is going to go exactly how i planned it ok? everything will be great and perfect and good tv and yeah so do what i said and itll be great'

so he like proposed

and i was in a wedding dress already idk why, but i turned and ran inside into the bathroom to cry--the fake one where the walls could come out, for TV---and then sat on the floor and cried, than one of the other girls called for me and said i had a message??? and handed me a container of sugar cookie dough and said i had a message from chris or something???and that i shud listen [with the cookie dough]?? i didnt think it was weird kuz i was dreaming but yeah i do now, of course. so i went into the other--real--bathroom and ate the cookie dough and everything and was rly upset kuz like he didnt rly like me, he just said so kuz someone told him to.

so yeah.

help??