I dont know what to do with my life....?

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I am 17, shy and a few months ago, my mum kicked me out of home because she was in one of her tempers. Becuase i moved 400km away to live with another family member, i havent been able to see my friends often and i now have bad depression. I cant tell my family i am depressed, because they either dont care that i cut my wrists, or they over react and wana put me in a padded cell...
Because I moved, i had to quit school, and i missed out on a scholarship for a job and collage of my choice. I also ended up turning down i guy i really like becuase i didnt want him to have to handle anything i was going through.
Now i cant sleep at night, my dreams are strange and upsetting, i wake up feeling like crying, and i see no more purpose to my life anymore....

can anyone think of what i can do to give me reason to exist?

Shappers · Accepted Answer

Firstly go to a doctor tell them that you're depressed but don't want your family to know. Secondly find a friend you can talk to about anything. Buy some sleeping tablets but never take more then the recommended number. Set your alarm earlier than normal so that you don't dream. Do something which means going to bed at 12pm so that you're tired. Finally find someone to love. Find someone to love you back. Someone who understands and wants to help you.

If all that fails commit yourself to a psycho unit abefore someone else commits you and get help there. That way you can discharge yourself!

Anonymous · Answer

Yes. You have a life ahead of you. Prove to everyone that they are wrong about you, become a multi millionaire and then you can laugh at them.

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